Please stop

11. Rage.

The rest of class me and Asher were fooling around. I would make a weird face whenever the teacher wasn't looking and he would start laughing. Then he was poking me again.

At the end of the school day, I met Amy, Ebony, Molly, and Precious to go dress shopping. I rode with Amy and Ebony. Molly and Precious decided to go together because they wanted to go to other stores first.

On the car ride we were all talking about what types of dresses we would look for. Amy wanted to go for a pink dress, Ebony wanted to go for a green one, and I wanted to find a blue dress.

We eventually got to the dress place and started looking. I think the workers were getting mad at us because we were fooling around so much. I was looking through the dresses and found the fourth I liked.

"Guys this one is so cute!" I say.

"Oh my god that would compliment your figure so well Cam!" Amy says.

"Yeah girl go try it on!" Ebony said.

I walked into the dressing room while Amy and Ebony were sitting the bench waiting for me. I slide into the dress and suck in a bit to zip it up.

I look at myself in the mirror and smile. I open the curtain and both of the girls look up.

"You have to get that one." Amy said with a big smile.

"You look so hot." Ebony said with a smirk.

I decided to go with that one because it was truly beautiful. I felt gorgeous in it. Molly and precious finally arrived and I showed them the dress I chose and they both loved it.

For the next three hours I am sitting here waiting for everyone to find their dresses. So far Ebony found hers and she did find a beautiful green one. Amy found hers which was a pink one. It had a lot of lace on it.

By the time everyone has found their dresses, I'm extremely tired. We check out and go to grab some food. My phone rings and I check it. I see my moms face pop up and I press decline. I still haven't told Liam about what happened but I plan to when I go to his house later tonight.

When we are all done eating, I text Liam to come pick me up and he does.

"Hey." I say getting into his car.

"Hey, I hope it's okay if we hangout with Marquis tonight. I invited him over to play video games." He says.

"Yeah it's fine but we need to talk."

"Okay talk." He said looking over at me.

"So when you dropped me off at my house last night, me and my mom got into a bad fight and basically I left."

"I'm sorry baby. You can stay at my house if you want." He said.

"Thank you." I say with a small smile.

I basically told myself that I would never have a relationship with her ever again.

Why can I leave my mom but not Liam? I mean she only hit me once, he does it all the time.

I look out of the window in silence for the rest of the ride to his house. When we arrived, Jennifer, Liam's mom greeted me. After that I went into Liam's room and collapsed on the bed as I was exhausted after dress shopping.

Only about 30 minutes later I hear loud laughing. I groggily open my eyes and I see Liam and Marquis playing video games. I roll my eyes and get up.

"Sorry Cam did we wake you up?" Marquis asks.

"Nah dude she's fine." Liam says.

That made me angrier that it should've and I grabbed my purse roughly. I quickly went downstairs and towards the door. Before I could walk out of the house, Jennifer stopped me.

"Are you going home? I can drive you if you want." She said with a smile.

"Yes I am but no thank you it's alright." I said putting a fake smile up.

"Okay be safe. Goodnight." She said.

"Goodnight."

Walking down the street was refreshing. It's getting harder to take peoples shit and i'm nervous where it's going to get me. Usually Liam doesn't bother me that much but tonight I felt rage. Pure rage.

That's not like me. I get sad for sure but anger?

I call Asher since that's the only place I can go. I ask if I can spend the night there and he said yes.

I don't know the directions so I ask him to send me the location and he does. I walk there and knock on the door. Declan opens it.

"Hey Asher is in his room." He says.

I nod my head and walk past him. I knock again on Asher's door. He opens it and lets me in.

"Hey what's up?" He says with a concerned look on his face.

"I'm going crazy. Last night before you found me I ruined my relationship with my mom and just tonight I got really pissed at Liam. I used to be able to keep my mouth shut no matter what people said to me but the past few days it's not working. I felt so angry. I've never felt like that." I say holding back tears.

"It's normal to reach your limit and I think I have something that can help. Follow me."

Asher leads me outside of the house and into the backyard. There's a shed with a lock on it. He bends down and lifts up a rock that reveals a key. He unlocks the shed and opens the door.

Inside there a bunch of smashed things. Bottles, boards, a television, a lamp, and other unidentifiable objects.

"Anger issues run in the family and when there were several holes in the walls of our house, we finally decided that this would be best. My mom went through a rough patch and she spent a lot of time in here." Asher says.

I don't even know what to say. So I just stand there looking at the room. Asher hands me a bat and some safety glasses.

"Smash away." He says with a playful smirk.