Please stop

15. Abuse.

I walk into the class that I'm in with Asher and I sit next to him. We exchange a smile and start working. A little bit through the class I write a note saying:

Hey, I'm not going to your house after school by the way. Going to Liam's.

I slide the note over to him and he reads it. I watch him write a response.

Didn't know you guys were back together but okay no problem.

I read it and slip it into my pocket, thank god my leggings have pockets. They are very convenient. After class I find Liam and we leave school together. He opens the passenger door for me and I get in.

When we get to his house, Jennifer greets me with a hug and tells me how much she's missed me. After we were done hugging, I go upstairs into Liam's room and lay down. I inhale and this time I smell Liam. I feel at home but not safe. I don't feel any safety just love.

Liam walks in and joins me on the bed. He grabs my chin softly and kisses me. It starts off slow and quickly changes to rushed and rough. This time I want him. I miss feeling close to him. I thread my fingers through his hair and he gets on top of me. I wrap my legs around his waist as I feel his hardness growing.

I pull his shirt off breaking the kiss for only a few seconds. He moves down to my neck as I let out a small moan. I take my own shirt off and close my eyes as Liam moves his hands to my pants to take them off. I feel him stop and I groan. I open my eyes and look down at him. He found the note.

"What the fuck is this?" He asks clearly annoyed.

"It's not anything bad." I say trying to calm him down.

He grips my hair harshly and I yelp in pain. Tears start building up in my eyes as he tightens his grip.

"When the fuck are you going to learn your lesson?" He asked gritting his teeth.

I stay silent still in pain. He slaps me hard across the face. Then he lets go of my hair and pushes me back down. Liam goes down to my stomach and starts giving me painful hickeys. So painful that sometimes I have to grip on to the bed sheet. It feels like it lasts hours but finally he's done. He comes back up and places his head in the crook of my neck. He grabs my crotch roughly and whispers in my ear.

"I should fuck you to make sure you know who you belong to, whore."

Another tear rolls down my face into my hair. Liam runs his hand from my neck down to my thigh causing me to shiver and not in the good way.

"I won't fuck you tonight." He says before climbing off of me and laying down.

I lay there for the next few hours just staring at the wall. I can't sleep after what happened. I get up and go into the bathroom. When I look at myself in the mirror, my eyes immediately go to my stomach and realize what Liam was doing.

The hickeys he gave me are in the shape of the letter L. Standing for Liam. They are extremely dark as well meaning they are going to be there for awhile. I walk out of the bathroom and as I'm about to get back in bed, I hear the front door of the house open and shut loudly. That makes no sense. I thought everyone was asleep.