Please stop

7. He loves me.

I wake up in Liam's arms and my whole body aches. I attempted to get up but Liam pulled me back down. I'm so confused about what happened. I should be happy that I didn't get beat but I can't seem to shake that dirty feeling. Whenever we used to have sex I would feel good after and I would never feel this way. It doesn't count as rape because I let him, hell I even lifted up my arms for him.

But I still didn't want it.

"What are you thinking about?" Liam asks.

"I feel dirty." I say with tears in my eyes.

"Don't feel that way. What we did just means that we love each other."

He loves me.

"Okay." I say.

Liam leans over and places a soft kiss on my lips. I move closer to him and put my head on his chest. I miss his touch. His nice touch. The one that makes me feel safe and secure.

After about two hours of Liam just holding me, we here the door open. I worry but Liam quickly reassures me that it's just his family coming back from vacation.

A little bit about Liam's family. His mother, Jennifer is one of the sweetest people i've ever met. She has always been very supportive of me and Liam and she treats me like a daughter. Liam's father on the other hand is an asshole. David on the outside is nice but he's a cheater. Liam told me about a time he caught David on a date with another woman. Ever since then I haven't liked him. Then there's Liam's older brother, Finn. He's always been nice to me and is pretty successful for his age. But then again Liam's entire family is very successful. Finn has a girlfriend of 4 years, Arya and she's very sweet. We are pretty close and bonded very well. She welcomed me in when me and Liam got together almost two years ago.

I cuddle closer to Liam and I'm about to fall asleep when there's a knock on the door.

"Come in!" Liam says loud enough for the person on the other side of the door to hear.

Then Arya comes running in and jumps on the end of the bed with a huge smile.

"He proposed!!!" She says excitedly. As soon as she said that I hop up and and smile just as big.

"Omg!!" I say returning her excitement. I practically jump on her and hug her. After i'm done attacking her, I look over at Liam who looks shocked but happy. Seems like he didn't know what his brother was planning either. Arya shows me her hand that the ring is on and it's gorgeous. It's big and obviously expensive.

Me and Arya get up and go downstairs. At the bottom of the stairs, we see Jennifer and David arguing quietly about something. They hear us and immediately stop talking. Jennifer smiles wide and opens her arms up. I go over to her and hug her tightly.

"Welcome back!" I say smiling wide.

"It's good to be back, Paris was gorgeous though. I wish you and Liam would have come."

"I know but I didn't want to miss school and my parents wouldn't have let me." I say frowning now.

"Next time." She says rubbing my arm. I nod.

Finn walks into the room and kisses Arya. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't a little jealous of their relationship.

"Good to see you Camila." Finn says with a friendly smile.

"Good to see you too! I heard the news, Congratulations!" I say with a big smile.

"Thank you." He smiles and looks back down at Arya.

Liam comes walking down the stairs looking a bit more cleaned up. He hugs his mom and gives his father a nod. He congratulates his brother then walks over to me. He dips his head down and whispers in my ear.

"I love you."