Please stop

6. It's my fault.

I'm freaking out. Asher and Liam are introducing themselves. Why did this have to happen to me? Exactly what I didn't want to happen. My hands start shaking slightly and I try to calm myself down so Asher doesn't see anything.

"Well me and Camila have to go but it was nice meeting you man." Liam says putting his arm around my waist.

I don't know if i want to leave Because I know what comes next but I also want them to stop talking.

"Okay nice to meet you too and bye Camila see you in class tomorrow." Asher says with a warm smile.

Liam starts guiding me to his car still remaining calm which is just making it worse. When we reach the car he even opens the passenger door for me. I hesitate for a moment but I eventually sit down. He closes the door and makes his way to the driver's seat. He starts the car and drives off. Maybe he's not mad? I don't know but i'm not about to ask.

I look out the window to distract myself from the uncomfortable silence that's happening right now.

We finally get to his house and still nothing has been said. I walk into the house behind Liam and take my shoes off. I follow him to his room and he sits down on the bed. I stand there looking at the floor.

"Who is he?" Liam asks calmly.

"A friend barely even that." I say.

"Do you have feelings for him?" he asks standing up. I take a step back.

"No of course not. Liam I only love you." I say looking into his eyes.

"So show me." He whispers in my ear.

"What?"

"Show me how much you love me." He says kissing my lips softly.

He wants we to have sex with him? We've had sex before but not in a long time and i'm not in the mood right now. I mean how could I be when I was just scared I would get hit? Would he get mad if I say no? Yes.

"Okay." I say hesitantly.

"Good girl." He says smirking.

⚠️Tw!! Sexual Assault!!⚠️

He takes my hand and guides me over to the bed. He sits down and I get on my knees. I unbutton his pants and pull them down. When I see him already hard my stomach gets an uneasy feeling in it.

I don't want to do this.

I start slowly stroking him. The thought of me not wanting this and him still doing it makes me want to cry. Maybe this is a better punishment though. No punches or fights just him enjoying himself.

"I don't want to do this."

Why did I just blurt that out? He was happy with this. Now i've ruined it.

"Camila can you just fucking do it?" He yells.

I flinch back and tears start building up in my eyes. I shake my head lightly.

"Fine slut." He says getting up and grabbing my wrist.

He pushes me onto the bed and climbs on top of me. This can't be happening. I feel like I can't breathe. The room feels like it's getting smaller and smaller by the second. He starts pulling my pants down and all I can do is let him. There's no point in fighting. He's stronger than me and that would just make him angrier.

He throws my pants off of the bed and starts taking off my shirt. He struggles and slaps me on the face.

"Put your arms up bitch!"

I finally let the tears run down my face and lift up my arms. The quicker I let this happen the quicker it will be over.

He flips me over and puts me on my knees. He grabs my hands and holds them behind my back. My face was squished into the pillows on his bed. I could barely breath. I feel him slide my underwear to the side and position his tip to my entrance. Then he quickly thrusts inside of me. I scream out in pain. He was pretty big and it was very painful.

More tears stream down my face as I try to catch my breath. He keeps on thrusting harshly and groaning under his breath. He starts going softer and that's when the knot forms in my stomach.

I'm not actually about to finish right now am I?

I try to stop it because i'm not enjoying this but my body betrays me and I cum.

I hear Liam chuckle and he keeps going. Not soon after he grunts and finishes inside me. He pulls out and collapses next to me. He looks over at me and smirks.

I feel like i'm going to puke. I feel so dirty. How could he do this to me? And I let him. I even came.

I start uncontrollably sobbing. Liam pulls me into his arms. I'm so confused right now. I don't know how to feel about him. It technically wasn't his fault since I let him and my body enjoyed it I guess.

Then why do I feel so dirty?

"It's okay love." He tells me soothingly.

Once again my body betrays me as I pull him closer. At least he loves me.