Stray kids Imagines

Lee Know: Study buddies

Eversince College started Minho and I have been studying together in the library. Us spending time together like this started when I used all my courage and walked up to him..

"Hey, can I ask you something?", I stutter, feeling extremely nervous. The handsome brown haired guy in front of me looks me up and down, before nodding, allowing me to ask another question. Hoping to contain my nerves a bit longer I begin to play with my fingern as I speak.
"I wanted to ask if you want to study with me.."
Embarrassed, as if I just confessed my feelings or something I avoid eye contact, until he speaks up.
"I guess."
As I hear these words and realize what he said, I look up with the brightest smile I could ever show.

And now you are here, beside me.. having studied together for over a year and a half.
It still feels special sitting next to you.. sometimes we wouldn't even study. Instead we would just talk about everything. At times it was venting about our lives, talking about our interests or simply watching videos together. The more time we spend together, the more I couldn't and can't help to fall for this boy. I already had a crush on him when I asked about studying together, but now it's far worst. Sometimes I get lost in his presence. He doesn't even have to do anything and I still get lost in him. It's crazy and weird, but I think I like it. I mean, in the end it's him who causes these feelings..

"What's your answer for questions two?", His beautiful voice snaps me out of my daydream. Caught off guard I look down at the paper, that's laying in front of me. Unsure I simple show him my answer. The brown haired boy nods, adds a few things to his notes and continues with the next question. Again this side profile makes me feel hopeless. Hopelessly in love. With a sigh I force my gaze away from him and out of the window. I watch as drops of water clash with the window. When has it started to rain again? Confused I take out my phone to see how late it is.
"Are you busy later?", Minho breaks the silence, that has built up.
"Eh no? Why?"
"Because you're looking at you phone, as if you'd still be busy later."
I chuckle.
"Oh no. Don't have anything to do, like usual. What about you? Do you have anything to do later?"
The boy beside me takes his sweet time to answer: "I was thinking about taking someone out to a date."
Feeling my heart ache I nod: "Well, whoever you're gonna to go out with is pretty lucky"
Knowing he has someone hurts.. but he deserves to be happy.
"I just hope they'll treat you well..", I mumble, returning my attention to the book in front of me, when Minho begins to speak yet again.
"I don't think I'll ask to her though.."
"Why not? I'm sure she'll like you. I mean, I like you after all..", as a friend.. at least officially.
Now he chuckles: "We're friends. You're supposed to say that."
With a small smile I look up again to face him.
"No I mean it. You're a great person. Everyone would love to go out with you."
Hearing me say that his face lits up. Encouraged he stands up and begins to rush out of the library.
"Hey! Where I are going?!", I shout after him.
"I am going to ask her out!", He yells back, leaving the library completely, leaving me behind all by myself.
A great pain spreading in my chest. I can't help but hurt, knowing he is so happy because of someone else..

"As long as you're happy, I'm happy Lino.."