Psychotic

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I must've fallen asleep eventually. I wake up as i feel Blaises body moves beside me.
"What the fuck", I hear him say.
I open my eyes slowly.
It's Draco.
I look at him.
His fists are bloody and his forehead is sweating.
"Petrificus Totalus", he whispers and at once my body is frozen.
I attempt to scream but of course it doesn't work.
I feel sleepy.
I feel calm.
I allow my eyes to close.

Blaises POV:
Fuck.
"ARE YOU MENTAL?", I shout.
He holds a finger up to his lips.
"Blaise. I need you to listen carefully", he speaks calmly which angers me.
"You just fucking PETRIFIED her!", I scream.
"Blaise. I need you to come with me. It cannot wait", He says.
"I'm not fucking leaving her like this", I object.
"She's fine. I put a spell on her so she'll sleep and have no memory of seeing me like this. We need to go", He says urgently.
I look at her with doubt in my mind.
I don't want to leave her here but Draco seems distraught.
"She cannot know. If she could i would never have done that to her", He assures.
Without thinking too much, I say, "Okay".

I follow him out.
Seriously what the fuck is going on anymore?
"Mate you have some explaining to do", I say.
He looks at me but it's almost as if he can't see me.
"What did you do to them?", I say glancing at the blood on his hands.
He puts his head in his hands and I'm not sure if he's going to cry.
He looks up grinning at me like the devil but his eyes are watery and his voice is shaky.
"I gave him what he deserved", He says.
"Who?".
"Marcus".
Suddenly I come to a sickening realization.
It can't be true.
It just can't.
He's not capable of such a thing.
He wouldn't.
I realize he's lead me outside the castle.
"Draco", I say, stopping him.
"Please tell me you didn't", I choke on my words.
"Please", He says, his voice weak and feeble. He's begging.
"Don't think of me differently. I didn't...I meant to...I just", He stutters.
My eyes are sore and stingy and a tear spills out from either one.
"Accio Marcus", Draco whispers.
He wipes his knuckles off his trousers.
Marcus body moves across the floor.
I flinch at the sight of him.
His face is covered in blood, and his head appears to be dented.
I fold over and throw up without warning.
"WHAT THE FUCK DRACO?", I say in disbelief.
Maybe this is just one of his pranks.
Maybe he thinks this is funny in some sick and twisted way. But i don't see how anyone could fake this. Marcus's eyes are well and truly...dead. He's gone.
"It was an accident. He fell.", Draco says quietly.
"He just fucking fell? All on his own?", I shout.
"I PUSHED HIM. I FUCKING PUSHED HIM IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR?", He screams.
I take a step away from him.
"Just please help me fucking get rid of the body.", He says frustrated.
"Please", He looks at me.
I look at him.
I see the scared 11 year old boy who was my best friend. The boy i swore i'd do anything for. The one i chose as my friend. My best friend.
His face has changed over the years. And so has his soul. But i made a promise the day we met that i would always be there for him when he needed. Always. No matter what.
Draco has just asked me to help him.
So I do.
That's all there really is to it.

Draco's POV:
The next morning I sit up in bed.
I smoke silently.
I rock myself back and forth like a child.
I washed the blood off last night in the shower. I scrubbed my knuckles until they were red.
I cleaned up all the loose ends.
From an outside perspective you would never know what I have just done.
You would never guess how badly i have sinned in these past 24 hours.
But i know.
I can see it, over and over again.
His terrified face, flashing in the wind as he fell. The last expression that would ever cross his pale skin. The noise as he hit the ground. The blood on the floor, on his head, on my hands.
There's a knock at the door.
"Hello", She says.
(Y/N).
I have no choice but to pull myself together for her sake. I cant let her know there's anything wrong.
"Blaise told me what you did", She says.
My heart skips a beat. I freeze.
"To be honest I'm glad he's moving to a different school. I never want to have to see him again.", She smiles gently.
Fuck. Relax Draco, relax. Everything has gone to plan. She doesn't know. Blaise kept his word.
"Have you heard from Cedric?", I ask, changing the subject.
"Blaise is telling him what happened right now.", She looks down.
The anger rises in me again. I realize I can no longer take it out on him. He's gone. I killed him.
As i look at her now, I know i would do anything for her.
She is all I want.
She is all I need in this world. Just the sight of her makes me feel a million times better. She transports my mind to somewhere brighter, almost hopeful.
Is it so bad to say that i would die for her? Is it insane to think that I have killed for her.
I hold her against my chest.
Maybe it is crazy. Maybe i have lost my mind completely. Maybe i am completely and utterly psychotic.
All i know is that he hurt her.
And he never will again.
And i'm okay with that.
"I look like a wreck", She laughs, tucking her black hair behind her ears.
"Never", I smile.
She licks her lips slightly and swallows.
"Thank you for being here for me", She says quietly.
"Always".
She smiles as she remembers.
"Always".
Her voice is like medicine. I feel her stitching up my wounds as she blinks. I know i'll never be whole again but i'm okay with being broken as long as i can suffer by her side.
She is the bane of my existence and the meaning of my life.
And she has no idea.

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