Jelix oneshots

He made it stop.

(Warnings: nsfw / child abuse / suicide / considered incest / self harm / murder)
Oh, rape mention as well. Sex as a minor, under the age of 12. I've been thinking abt something that happened when I was 6-8 so don't say any mean shit (I'm talking abt the nsfw shit not the suicide) I'm using this to cope
Third person:
I'm not sorry for any typos

"Ugh..fuck. My husband recommended therapy to me..so..I was..4. Maybe 5?"

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Felix smiled brightly as he heard his mother call his name. Felix ran down the stairs and jumped into his mothers arms. "Hiii mommy!" He giggled, his little voice was loud. His mother chuckled as she smacked kisses all thru his face. "You ready for school, you gotta take the bus.." she spoke, putting the small child down. Felix looked up at her and nodded.

"Yeah!!"

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School went and came for the tiny child. When he came home, he placed his hand on the door. "Mommy? The doors unlocked.." Felix spoke as he walked in. The scent of blood ran thru the house as the 5 year old ran thru it.

He got into the kitchen and seen his mother there. Wrists slit, pale. She was dead.

"Mommy?" Felix asked, getting onto his knees. Felix placed his small hand next to his mothers head, moving his hair out of his eyes with his left arm.

"mommy..wake up..please I wanted to tell you I got an A on my test.." Felix spoke, shaking his mother slightly.

"Mommy? Mom..m-mommy..-" Felix sniffled, trying to wake his mother up.

"MOMMY!!" Felix yelled, breaking down into tears before passing out from the stress.

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Felix woke up in the hospital right next to his father, who didn't seem upset at all.

"Do you remember what happened Felix." Felix's father asked, Trevor.

Felix shook his head. "Is mama okay?"

"She's dead. You saw her remember. She killed herself because of you."

Felix blinked. "Huh?"

"She couldn't take care of you. She didn't want you."
"T-That's not true! Mama told me she-"
"Save it Felix. You'll get your punishment after you get out.

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"I'll never forget. I should of stayed at the hospital."
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The second Felix got home, he soon realized all the horrible shit Trevor put Felix's mother thru.

Felix hissed in pain as Trevor covered his mouth. "dad I-" he got smacked.

"Sir. You respect me." Trevor said as he watched his son tremble under him.

"S-sir please I'm sorry-" Felix whimpered as he felt something inside of him before it quickly leaving. Trevor got off and fixed himself. "Stupid whore."

After he left Felix sat up, crying from the pain.

"what did I do.." he whimpered.

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It went on for a while. Felix soon realized crying wasn't an option. His arm had scars. Mainly from the night he got caught cutting himself by his father, who then grabbed the razor and shoved it in deeper.

4th grade started, and Mother's Day was coming up.

Felix was 8 and some of the kids were 9.

"Hi! I'm Jack, and you areeee??" Jack asked, sitting down in the desk next to Felix. He had short curly black hair, that was in a small ponytail, letting the shorter strands out.