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Andys pov
He was trying to make out words, it was like taking an order, he was trying hard but he couldn't.
He had tears rushing down his face as he continued to sob.
I stroked his fur, trying to whispered calming words to him.
"I-I'm disgusting!" He spoke quickly.
"You are not!" I corrected.
He sniffled as he began to shake his head, I continued to stroke his fur, petting his beautiful ears, his body tensed."Are you okay?" I asked softly.
"Y-yeah, totally fine." I could tell he was completely lying. I gave him a questioning glare. His cheeks lit up with blush.
He turned around attempting to bolt out of the kitchen.I decided to chase him, I followed after as he squealed playfully, I chuckled as I chased him into my room. I grabbed his waist and threw him onto the bed, he was panting heavily, with an adorable smile on his face as he watched the ceiling. His cheeks were still damp from crying but at least he was smiling now.
"You like to be chased huh?" He smiled shyly. As I climbed on top of him, I grabbed his wrist and pinned them above his head. At this point I'm completely forgetting anything I've told him, the promises I've made to myself, I'm ready to risk it all for this little thing and I barely even know him.
I know he's been through hell, and he deserves someone who actually cares about him.
I just don't know if I could handle that.
I'm drawn back to his beautiful red face, as he snaps at me playfully, getting my attention."Is that how good pups behave?"
"N-no master." He avoided eye contact, as I slowly went to pet his ears.
He pulled his head away."I-I don't think that's a good idea..." he whispered.
"Why?" I asked curiously.
"U-uhm, y-you see master, my e-ears are they uhm, they are super sensitive...and y-you have commitment issues..."
"I do not have commitment issues!"
He glared at me. "You totally have commitment issues."
"Who's the submissive here?"
I raised an eyebrow.
He rolled his eyes at me.I grabbed his throat with my opposite hand, his eyes went wide.
"Listen Rayn, I may have 'commitment' issues, but I promise you I'm not gentle, I will destroy you till you're unable to walk the next morning, I'll chase you around this damn house till your out of breath and then I'll ruin you. I'll tease you till you're on your knees begging for it." The only thing Rayn did in response to that was a small adorable, innocent squeak.
"What do you have to say to that, pet?"
"I-I-I, shit, uhm...yes Master" his voice was high pitched and shy, it was completely adorable.
I chuckled. As I reached up to pet his ears. He shyly watched me almost with nervous eyes.
I stroked the soft fur, a soft sigh, almost moan like escaped his lips. His eyes rolled back in pleasure as he pushed his head further into my hand.
His moans turned into small desperate whimpers. As his hands fell onto my chest gripping my shirt.
"P-please fuck me." He whined, as his eyes shut tightly in pleasure. I smirked as I pulled my shirt over my head.
His eyes fell on my torso as he admired me for a minute. Before I slowly helped him slip his shirt off. He covered his body with his arms nervously.
"I-I'm really gross..." he whispered avoiding eye contact.
"Shhh, you're not, I promise." He glanced up at me with glossy eyes.
"It's okay, I promise I don't find you gross..."
"O-okay..." he whimpered as I slowly pushed his hands away and dipped down to kiss his torso.
I yanked his pants off him, leaving him in his boxers, he squeaked as I trailed my hand down his torso.
"W-wait...your pants?" He asked softly, I hummed as I slipped them off leaving us both down to our boxers.
I dipped down as our members brushed against each other, he blushed, a small squeak escaped his lips.
I kissed his neck and down his collar bone, I placed my hands on his waist to flip him over.
"Let's turn you over, on your hands and knees so I can ruin you." His body tensed.
"N-no..." he whispered, I could see his expression darken, it wasn't a bratty attitude, his eyes began to avoid mine, a quite common nervous tic of his. He wouldn't look me in the eyes.
"Uhm...o-okay. I can keep you on your back, this is fine." I spoke softly.
"S-sorry...I-I don't want you...s-seeing..." he whispered.
"It's okay." I gave him a softly smile, hoping to lift his mood. His eyes filled with tears his completely bare body beneath me. I slipped the covers over us, hoping it would make him feel better.
I dipped my head down attempting to kiss his neck. His body tensed again, he sucked in a breath.
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked carefully.
"I-it's totally fine, Master."
He was lying again. He was completely uncomfortable, but he didn't want to say no, it was clear. I pulled away, I would never dare force anything on him."Darling, what's wrong?"
He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth as he shook his head, holding back his tears.I stroked my hair through his hair, trying to comfort him.
"I-I fuck, th-this is hard...Y-you see-seem to care about me, y-you say y-you can't h-have me after you fu- have sex with me. No one has you know...cared...
I-I don't know if I-want sex, I-if it means y-you'll get rid of me-me..." his tone was completely stuttered as he forced out his words.His beautiful eyes fell on mine, they completely broke me, I forced myself to look away, I was ready to risk everything for this innocent little thing, that scared me.
"I'll d-deal with the p-pains...if it means y-you'll continue to c-care..." a single tear fell down his cheek as spoke. I quickly wiped it with my thumb.
I kissed his forehead, cupping his face.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm just not ready for that...""You do...care about me? Right?"
I responded quickly. "Of course! I do Rayn, I really do, I'm just not ready...I-it's not you, it's just...you've been through your own stuff and well, I kinda have too. You know, both a little broken..." I whispered the last part.
"M-maybe we can fix each other..." he smiled softly.
"Maybe." I smiled back and slipped out of bed, grabbing one of my hoodies.
"Here," I handed it too him, "we're gonna go talk to my brother, you can meet the other boys, two of them are nekos. But there's somethings I gotta warn you about first..."
Ahhhh they were so close to fucking.
Anyone who's read Havens knows what he's gonna warn Rayn about!
If not please don't stress, he'll explain it.I can't say this book is a spin off more like using some characters from my other books.
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