Rayns pov:
I stuttered backwards, grabbing the door behind me to stabilize me.
His lips crashed onto mine, completely captivating, both of his hands were resting on my cheeks. He wasn't forcing it, I could easily pull away.
But I obviously didn't, I playfully bit his lip with a giggle.
Which was when a switch flipped, his kiss became much rougher, his tongue fought for dominance.
He backed me up till my back hit the door.
He grabbed my thighs picking me up against the wall, I squealed through his kiss, I could feel his smile on my lips.
He tasted wonderful, his smell was overwhelming, it was addicting, I wasn't able to pull away anymore. He was like a drug doing messed up things too me, things I've never felt before. Things I've never even thought about.
I felt cherished for once, like I wasn't being used...
He walked over to the couch, only slightly breaking our kiss to make sure my foot didn't hit the lamp, next to the couch. He sat down leaving me on his lap. His fingers wrapped around my throat, making me feel small as he pulled me down forcefully and kissed me.
We were both panting and out of breath when I finally pulled away, needing to catch my breath.
"I'm gonna run you a bath okay?" He spoke softly, as he carried me into the bathroom.
"I-I can d-do it." The fears and anxiety took over, clear in my stutter, the light feeling of comfort and safety left.
He gave me a questioning look, as he knelt down making himself lower than me.
"What's wrong, hun?" He whispered holding my hands.
"If you're just not comfortable that's okay, but I can see your nervous." His soft gaze of his green eyes made me comfortable, but I couldn't let him see, he couldn't see my scars...He wouldn't want to be around me if he knew how damaged I was.
"I-I just don't wanna bother you, so I'll do it." I gave him a fake smile. He sighed before agreeing, even though it was clear he wanted to stay.
I washed my body myself, I did it quick, I couldn't zone out on my scars or else it wouldn't end well, and all the damage that has been caused.
I was quite cold after my shower, the sun had began to set and I went to find Andy, who was now wearing sweats and under the covers of his bed.
"Get over here." He smiled before I had time to question where I should go. I didn't deserve the bed. I didn't even deserve the floor, I didn't want to argue and upset Andy more then I already have today.
Trotting over quickly I slipped under the covers with him it was quite warm, he pulled me up to his bare chest. I could hear his heartbeat, which calmed my anxiety, it stopped my heat pains momentarily.
"So what happened today? We're you getting protective of me?"
My cheeks began to grow hot with embarrassment.
"N-no..." I whispered.
He hummed, as his hands landed on my ears.
"Is someone lying to me?" He mumbled. As he softly stroked my ears, my eyes fluttered shut in pleasure.
"No..." I almost moaned out, from the sensation as his other hand fell on my belly and began rubbing softly.
"Hm tell me the truth or I'm gonna stop."
He threatened, I snarled at him.
"You won't."
"Tell me." He smirked at me.
His hands let go as my lip pouted.
"Fine, I was, but it's not like you care anyway!" his hands returned, picking up right where they left off.
"Rayn, that's not very nice, I promise you I do care." His nails brushed my ears, making me shudder.
"No you don't! You don't care!" I shouted, his hands left again. As he raised an eyebrow at me.
I pouted and quickly pushed myself off his side, I straddled his waist, resting my hands on his chest.
I could feel his dick twitch against my ass, as a playful smirk fell on my lips. I rolled my hips softly.
His eyes widened, as his pupils were visibly dilated. I watched with excitement as his hands fell on my hips as I teased him with my ass.
I slipped off his lap and laid down, tucked into his side once again, his eyes went wide as I did that, they filled with disappointment and frustration.
"Oh sorry, did you enjoy that?" I teased him, anger was evident in his eyes.
"Oh no, you're not getting away from that one." He snarled as he pushed himself up, grabbing my wrist and pinning them above me. His nails grazed my ears, making my back arch, as I looked up at him innocently, biting my lip to cover my moans.
He smirked as he dug his nails into my ears slightly harder, and my eyes shut tightly in pleasure.
"Ah ah, I wanna hear you, let me hear your moans," I looked up at him playfully, I was tempted to shake my head. But I wanted the ability to sit down tomorrow, and Andy kinda scared me.
"How would little tiny you stand up for me?" He furrowed his eyebrows as he kissed my neck, his fingers felt so good on my ears, I wish he would explore my whole body.
"I-I was trained to protect masters!"
He hummed at my response, his finger tips, lightly trailed down my chest, he reached my waist band making me suck in. He loosened his grip on my wrist and let me free.
He cleared his throat.
"S-sorry Rayn, uhm fuck. I got carried away."
"N-no it's okay! I-I was t-totally okay with it..." I mumbled my sentence at the end, getting nervous.
"I got carried away." Andy spit roughly.
"We should sleep, I have to work tomorrow, you're welcome to come with." He spoke quickly, before laying down.
Tears brimmed my eyes, as the horrid pain came rushing back. He clicked off the light, making my body tense. Tears began to fall, and I couldn't help it.
I didn't understand what I did...
I hated the dark, I would be left in the dark for days, without any clue what time of the day it was...
"Rayn? I'm sorry..." Andy whispered. I wasn't able to form a sentence. It came out as a sniffle. I didn't mean for him to hear. I curled up tightly into myself.
I heard him curse under his breath, great...now he's even more upset...
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His little protector (Mxbxb)
Romance[Warning : Mature content] Rayn wanted to be done, he wanted death to come upon him. He was done fighting over someone who wouldn't care. It wasn't the fighting that ruined it, it was the caring part. No one cared. Ever. ~~ "You know - I was fo...
