His little protector (Mxbxb)

Rayn (5)

Rayns pov:

I panicked, why would I have asked that?

He obviously is too scared to keep me.

I had began to get drawn to him, he was just so...good looking. I've never seen anyone that looked this...nice.

All my other masters were old...dirty, grimy. They were definitely not attractive, not like Andy.

"U-uhm, I mean-"

"N-no, never mind, I wouldn't want you to be put at risk if they come after me."

"Wait what?"

"Nothing - uhm, I'm gonna go back to my old master."
I shoved my bowl away from me.

I felt wrong, I don't know if I've ever talked to someone that wasn't a neko for this long before.

I tried to walk out the door, when an arm slipped around my waist. I could feel the large muscles in his bicep.
My back crashed into his chest, I let out a huff.

"You're not going anywhere. You're staying here...I'll take you to meet my brother, he's gonna help get you cleaned up, they have a doctor that is gonna meet us there."

"I-I uhm, people kinda make me nervous...when?"
I whispered, fiddling with my fingers, keeping my head down.

"I'm not sure yet, but I have to work tomorrow...there's just a lot of stress..." he pinched the bridge of his nose.

"I could maybe release some of it?" I smirked playfully.

His eyes shot up to mine, almost filling with fear. "I-I can't not yet..." he spoke nervously.

His phone began to ring again. It was constantly ringing, and I wasn't completely sure why.
He cursed under his breath.
"I need to answer this one..." he whispered as he picked up the phone.

"Something came up, you can't come over."
He mumbled into the phone.

"No that's final Sean..." his voice became louder. He hung up the phone before turning to me.

"What was that about?" I mumbled.

"Y-you don't have to tell me, I shouldn't have spoke sorry, Master." I definitely didn't miss each time he choked slightly when I called him master. But I didn't say anything.

"It's okay - it was about a one night stand..."

"O-oh they could still come over...don't cancel plans for me..." I whispered.

He ushered me to follow him, he lead me outside as he pulled out a pack of cigarettes and smoked one.
I watched as the smoke artistically slipped from his beautiful lips, cutting through his black lip ring. Some reason I just really wanted to taste his lips.

"You're pretty small huh?" He sat on the porch facing his backyard. I sat down next to him pull my knees to my chest.

"Well uhm - being kept in a cage for my whole life...that erm happens."

"Oh shit, uhm that makes sense..." he mumbled...

"I hate the hell that you've been through, I don't know all of it, and I don't really understand...but maybe one day I'll know it all, and understand it..." he cupped my face, his beautiful green eyes watched mine, dipping down he pressed his lips to my forehead. Which made me melt.

I could smell the heavy cigarette smoke, but I didn't mind.
My stomach began to sink.

You're a disgusting pig!

I'm filthy...he shouldn't be touching me...
He kissed my forehead...

"I'm sorry." I whispered watching the ground nervously.

"Did you just apologize for me kissing your forehead?"

"Y-you shouldn't have to touch me...I-I'm so gross, sir. You shouldn't have done that." He furrowed his eye brows. Turning his whole body to face me.

"Rayn, don't say that, you're not gross." He spoke firmly. He pulled me closer, yet we weren't touching other than his hands on my wrist.

His soft breaths could be felt on my face.
"You're honestly beautiful, you've got these gorgeous eyes...this cute little blush...you're beautiful..." he whispered. His hand traveled up my arm, up to the back of my neck. He pulled me closer to him.

I couldn't hold back, I forced my lips against his softly. I could taste the cigarette on his lips, his other hand cupped my face as he kissed me back, my chest almost fell against his, as I was slightly taken aback.

I was never kissed other than while I was being fucked, but I never enjoyed that. It wasn't my favorite thing.

I blushed, hard at that thought.
When he pulled away, I was slightly shocked. I wanted to run again, out of embarrassment.

"That wasn't your first kiss was it?" He spoke softly, I avoided eye contact.

"Uhm...well- f-fuck, I get kissed when I'm fucked sometimes...I-I'm fucked a lot...no one's ever kissed me other than that." I spoke nervously, he cleared his throat, I couldn't see his face but I was sure he was taken by surprise.

"How often do you uhm have sex?"
He spoke softly.

"Whenever master needs it! I am a slave used for pleasure..." I whispered the last part.

"O-oh...uhm I'm sorry." He spoke before taking a puff of his cigarette, he watched the ground.

"It's what I'm used too..."
My stomach began to get hot, probably from all the blushing I've been doing today.

"You're not going back." He said firmly. I began to shake my head.

"B-but I-I will start problems and if they- fuck if they come after me!"

He grabbed my hands "I'll keep you safe..."
My heart skipped a beat, he wanted to keep me safe?

The heat in my stomach burnt, as the pain grew stronger, a sharp stabbing pain appeared in my lower abdominal.

I kept as quiet as I could, I didn't wanna ruin this moment, no matter how bad it hurt.
"O-okay..." he brushed his thumb along my cheekbone with an attractive smile.

"You're looking a little pale...are you okay?" I began to panic.

"Y-yeah, I uhm, I need to use the bathroom." I panicked as I rushed off to the bathroom.

I instantly crashed to the ground, I had no idea what was happening to me, I curled up onto a ball and tried my hardest to silence any noise, from escaping my lips.

He knocked on the door, I was very ready to get beat and punished for running off.

"Rayn, come out, please." He ordered, it was soft and gentle. I came out slowly not wanting anymore of a punishment.

I braced myself for a beating.
Instead he dropped down to his knees, watching me carefully.

"What happened? Are you okay?" He whispered with soft green eyes, I searched his face.

My voice was soft and weary.
His face fell when he got his answer.

"I-I think I got my heat..."