Felix(21)

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Hey guys, I thought I'd mention I have ideas for a new book. I was feeling a royal bxb something. I'm not entirely sure yet...

Felix's pov:

Get out. You're so unwanted. Why bother them?

I glanced around the room, I had only slept for a few hours, but fuck, it was the best sleep I've ever had.

I felt so safe. I knew nothing would happen to me there. But I needed to get out.

I snuck downstairs; it was still dark out. I only saw the light above the kitchen sink lighting up the kitchen.

I snuck out the front door and made my way down the driveway. It was frigid. My arms were wrapped around me tightly as my body shivered.

I tried to stop my teeth from chattering as I walked into town. It was quiet and peaceful as the street lights glared off the wet ground.

I didn't know where else to go, so I headed back home. By this point, everyone else should be asleep.

I walked through the house, and as the TV noise still echoed, Jean was sleeping on the couch, and boxed pizza was sitting on the counter, clearly open all night.

We had a tiny two-bedroom place. Upstairs my dad could be heard snoring across the hall from my room. I slowly pushed my door open. Nick crashed on his bed on the opposite side.

I quickly stuffed things into my backup, hiding my childhood teddy. I always felt better with Mr. bear.

The floor creaked as I tried to sneak out of the room.
"Someone finally returned." Nick's voice spoke.
I mentally groaned, punching myself for waking him up.

"Yeah, I'm leaving again, so go back to sleep," I mumbled.

"Your dad is pissed." I rolled my eyes before shutting the door and leaving quickly. I didn't want to deal with it.

I thought I was in the clear as I opened the front door.
Someone grabbed my backpack, yanking me back. I fell to the ground looking up to see my dad.

Shit...

"Where the fuck were you!" He grumbled.

"Nowhere...sir..." I whispered, trying to limit my beating,

"Get up, son!" He grabbed my brown curls, yanking me up. His fist instantly collided with my face. I felt a sharp pain as I tasted blood on my lips.

Face to face with my dad, my legs trembled.
"I'm expecting rent for this month. I can't afford it without your part."

"I-I'll get it by Friday. I j-just can't get a lot of shifts at the stor-"

"I don't wanna hear it!" He slapped me across the face as my cheek stung.

"Get me the money, or I will kill you... do I need to give you a small taste?" He raised his fist, and I cringed, shaking my head rapidly.

"I'll get t-the money," I whispered.

"Good!" He shoved me to the side as he left the room.

I rushed outside, pulling my phone out of my pocket.
I message my manager.

"I need more shifts. Is there any more I can pick up?" ...

I anxiously chewed on my nails,
"I'm sorry, we have nothing..."

Dan owns a small shop down the road, but he rarely needs help, and he can only pay me so much.

I walked around town for a little watching the sun come up. It was peaceful and quiet. It cleared my mind from the swarming thoughts of how I would get the money.

My phone buzzes again.
It was Karter, my best friend.

"Wanna hang out at the west park?"
I quickly responded before making my way over to the park. The sun was high in the sky now.

I saw the dark-haired boy, slightly taller than me. He had a similar body build, with a little more weight.

"Felix!" He smiled with a wave.
His face fell as I got closer.

"What happened? You look like shit." He whispered.

"Hey, rude..."

"Is it your parents again?" His face full of worry,

"Uhm - Karter, let's talk about something else."
I mumbled, shoving my shoe into the dirt.

"No, Felix, this is bad. You might need stitches." He cupped my face forcing me to look at him.

I pushed his wrists off my face wiping the dry blood,
"It's fine, c'mon, swings?" I walked over to the swings. He pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one, handing it to me. I took it, taking a puff.

"There's uhm something I've been wanting to talk to you about..." I kicked the ground as I began to swing softly.

"Go ahead, Felix fox." He smirked at me before kicking himself off the ground as well.

"So there's this boy-"

He gasped, "Felix, is finally taking an interest in someone?"

"Oh fuck off, it's hard to find people attractive in my state."

"I know." He smiles at me.

"There's two...this beautiful blue-eyed boy, he's just ugh so cute, and tiny and adorable, and fuck...the other one...he's tall, and those muscles, I just want him to hold me, he's so sexy." I blushed hard using that word.

"Shit! Felix, two...goddamn!" Karter smiled at me, passing me the cigarette. I took a breath of it.

Nodding at him.
"But...I don't want to bother them. I bother you enough. I uhm spent the night last night."

"Wow, Felix, I'm impressed." He smirked.

"I ran off...but Karter, is something wrong with me?"

"That you wanna be railed by two men at the same time?"

"Karter! I wouldn't put it like that." I slapped his chest with the back of my hand. He snickered. I watched his face as the sun sparked off his face.

"Wanna go drink at my place?" He asked.

I smirked.
"Absolutely."

"Wanna get wasted?" He asked as he pushed off the swing. I followed after.

"Please."
I groaned as I massaged my temples, following after him.

Walking to his house, I followed him into the basement, throwing my bag into his room.

He grabbed a bottle of liquor handing it to me.
"You first." He smirked.

I took a long swig of the spicy liquor. The burning sensation slipped down my throat.

I knew it was going to be a long night...

The night flew by. I didn't remember much after that. I know Karter continued to make inappropriate comments about Rayn and Andy.

The following day my head was pounding. I barely remembered anything at all. I was confused, glancing around the room, it wasn't mine, and it wasn't Karter's either...

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