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Felix's pov:
I snuggled into Rayn tightly, wrapping my arms around him. He smelt of fresh lavender after his bath.
"I missed you..."
He let out a soft exhale, not bothering to say a word before he continued eating.
I glanced toward Andy, who gave me a sympathetic look.
Before Rayn pushed the plate away.
Andy grabbed it, offering me some, which I denied.
I snuggled into Rayn. I was grateful he was letting us cuddle him.
Andy slipped on his other side, making Rayn nervous and flinch closer to me.
I furrowed my eyebrows as Andy froze. A slight sniffle could be heard from Rayn as he had his head buried into my neck.
I ran my fingers through his soft hair. He slowly shut his eyes.
He fell into another sleep, as his breaths were even and gentle.
Andy and I softly slipped out of bed, trying not to make any noise to let him sleep.
We walked into the kitchen.
My heart ached for him. He refused to talk to either of us. He was hurt very badly.
I didn't even realize tears began to swell in my eyes till Andy wrapped his arms around me. My shoulders fell as I let it all out. Tears began to fall from my eyes as he rubbed my back.
"Shhhhh." He whispered.
"I know, baby." He continued giving me soft words.
He was comforting me till the tears stopped.
"I feel s-so bad for him. I feel he protected me, and I didn't protect him when he needed it." I whispered against his chest.
"Felix, Rayn considers you the baby. In no way would he expect anything like that from you." I sniffled. I wish I could've tried.
We walked over to the couch, cuddling up as Andy turned on a movie.
I barely even remember any of it. I was too focused on Andy's fingertips, making small circles on my bare skin with his hand slipped under my shirt.
The next thing I knew, the movie was over as Andy slept on his propped-up hand. I grabbed a blanket off the opposite couch. Throwing it over him before falling back asleep on the other side of the sofa.
I have woken up again to the smell of bacon. Andy was gone, the sun shown through the windows, making a beautiful rainbow form on the ground. There was soft music coming from the kitchen.
I made my way into the kitchen as Andy turned around and gave me a gentle smile as he picked me up and placed me on the counter, kissing my lips immediately.
Taking me by surprise, it wasn't every morning you're kissed by the most attractive man ever.
I pulled away briefly.
"Mm, morning breath," I mumbled.
Andy gave me an annoyed glare with a soft eye roll.
Before kissing me once more before pulling away.
"Here, darling. Let's go try and feed Rayn." He spoke softly before helping me down off the counter.
He was buried under the covers, still sleeping. We sat on the bed, softly trying to wake him up. Andy peppered kisses along his neck and face as I went to open the curtains to let in some natural light into the dark musky room.
He sat up groggily before he stretched.
He took the plate shyly.
"Rayn?" I whispered.
Still no words. He practically ignored me.
My heart ached as my stomach dropped.
"Rayn...please...." I whispered in a whiny desperate voice.
He huffed softly as tears brimmed my eyes.
He won't even talk to me...
"Rayn! We went through shit too! I was so scared I'd never see you again..." I spoke my voice grew increasingly louder.
His head snapped to mine.
"What do you want me to say? Oh yeah! I'm doing great. I feel great for being forcefully raped and abused by my boyfriend's ex and mother! You didn't go through the torture I went through! N-now I'm filthy and disgusting. I don't deserve any of you!" He shouted, his voice breaking at the end.
Even Andy was taken by surprise as it ultimately made me freeze.
"Rayn...what you went through doesn't make us see you differently, and it's not your fault either. There's nothing you could've done."
Andy spoke softly as he placed a hand on Rayns back.
A tear slipped down Rayns cheek before he began to cry.
"T-they did awful things...a-and I-I'm filthy now, and you're going to hate me." Rayn cried out. Andy cupped his face, forcing Rayn to look at him as he whipped his tears. Shushing him softly.
"Don't talk like that, Rayn. You came to me completely broken, and you didn't know what ice cream was! " Andy chuckled softly as he continued to hold Rayns face rubbing his thumb along Rayns cheek.
"And what did I do? I took you in. I took care of you...you stole my heart in the process, but I helped you back on your feet." Andy smiled softly, reminiscing all the memories they had shared.
"I saved you, and you saved me. You helped heal me and my past. Rayn, I'm not afraid to do it again. If it takes months or years, I will do it again. Best of all, we have Felix. He will help heal you too." He spoke softly, nodding to me. I nodded, scooting closer to rub Rayns back.
"And Rayn, you've given me enough confidence to stand up to my family. You gave me enough attitude to fight Andy on my meds." I chuckled.
Andy shook his head with a glare, but it softened into a smile. My comment made Rayn laugh softly, which made me smile, seeing him laugh.
"We are here for you. No matter what. So don't forget that, hun." Andy kissed his forehead before Rayn collapsed into his chest, hugging him tightly.
"I-I love you both so much." He whispered against Andy.
"We love you too," Andy said into his hair as he held him close. Andy waved me over as I wrapped my arms around Rayn and Andy pulled me in.
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