Hold me tighter, pleaseꨄ

✘Chapter Seventeen✘

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❌🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑❌
(Eating disorder behaviors/hints at self harm)

'Katsuki.... '

'Katsuki!'

'Katsuki wake the fuck up!'

Crimson eyes snapped opened, staring straight at the popcorn ceiling.
That's right, him and Midoriya decided to sleep in the greenette's room.

'Took you fucking ever to wake up!'

'I'm sorry?'
'Jesus, I'm fucking tired.'
'Why can't you let me sleep!?'

'Because you fucking promise to make up for eating earlier!'
'And your room is just next door, and we both know pipsqueak is a deep sleeper. '

'Hey! You can call me whatever the fuck you want.'
'But never, never bad mouth Izuku!'

'Why not?'
'You did.'
'For fucking years.'

'I know.... but I've changed.'

'That doesn't fix all the trauma you inflicted on him.'
'You fucking tortured him for years!'
'Your a fucking monster!'

Bakugo blinked back some fresh tears, his ruby eyes glancing over at the green hair angel, who was completely passed out.

'He didn't deserve what I put him through... '
'How could he forgive me?'

'Because he's an angel.'
'He'll always forgive you.... '
'That's why it's your job to punish yourself."

'I know.... '
'But he's gonna be so disappointed in me, if he finds out.'

'Then don't let him find out.'

Bakugo looked back at the ceiling for a moment, he knew that stupid voice won't leave him alone otherwise.
Besides he already wears long sleeves so it's not like Izuku was gonna be suspicious.

'Well??'
'Are you gonna get your fat ass up or what!?'

'Yeah, ok....'

                           -💥-

The next morning~

"Don't worry, he's fine kirishima."
"I just wanted to bring him breakfast."

Izuku chimed, as he opened up his bedroom door.

"Ok, thank you for making sure he eats."
"I'll see you later after class!"

The red head exclaimed, before running off leaving Izuku alone with a tray of food.

"So that's for me?"

Katsuki spoke up, causing the greenette to turn around staring at the wide awake blonde.

Izuku looked down at the tray, it was a plate filled with three eggs, two pieces of toast and a few pieces of bacon.
Plus an orange off to the side.

"T-That's a lot."

'Fucking bastard is trying to make us weak!!'

'Hey!'
'What did I say!?'
'No calling Izuku names!

"Oh no."
"Don't worry Kacchan, I just couldn't say that to Kirishima."

"The only thing on here that is for you, is the orange."
"But if you want to eat more I don't mind sharing.'

'An orange isn't to bad... '
'As long as you make up for it later!!'

"I think I'll stick to the orange.... sorry."

Katsuki muttered, his arms were aching and it didn't take him long to remember why.
Thank god, he was wearing a black sweatshirt.

"Don't apologize kacchan."
"I was just offering, I'm just proud of you for saying yes to the orange."

Bakugo blushed brightly, feeling a bit embarrassed.

"It's not a big deal nerd."

"Now hand the orange over."

Midoriya giggled at the other before sitting down next to him.

"So what are you doing up so early?"

Katsuki questioned, as he slowly peeled the orange.

"Aizawa wants me to go to the hero meeting, because I know more about what's going on then any of them do."
"Plus I have their hide out mentally mapped out in my mind, so they'll probably want me to draw it out."
"And it's in the next hour, so I figured I should y'know get ready and what not."

Izuku explained, chewing on a piece of bacon soon afterwards.

"W-Wait.. "

Katsuki's voice wavered.

"H-How long are you gonna be??"

'Please don't leave me alone.'

"Can I come with you?"

'Please let me come with you!!'

The blonde started to feel like how he felt yesterday.
Breathless.
Terrified.
A thousands scenarios running through his mind.
At least that's how it felt, till he felt arms gently wrap around him and then a light beating sound.

*Badum* *dum* *Dum* *Badum*

Izuku's heartbeat.

Proving it was still beating.
Proving he was still alive.
He was alright.
Which meant everything else was gonna be alright.

"Are you okay?"

Midoriya whispered, as he ran his fingers through the blonde's hair.

"Mmh."

Mmh.
Meaning yes.
Also something the blonde would do when he got to upset.

"I'll ask him if you can tag along."
"But even if he says no, I won't give him a choice."

"So please, just... just focus on your breathing ok?"

"Mmh."

Was all the greenette got in response, but it was good enough for him.
Especially at the moment.

                          -💥-

"He's coming!"
"I don't care what you say!"

Midoriya declared, Katsuki arms were loosely wrapped around the greenette's waist, whilst his face was burried in his shoulder.

"I wasn't gonna disagree with you Midoriya."
"Bakugo is allowed to join, considering he is the one the league are currently looking for."
"And leaving him alone, would be idiotic."

Aizawa stated, before turning his attention to said blonde.

"Are you alright Bakugo?"

"Mmh."

"He's fine... he just has a headache."

Izuku lied, before quickly changing the subject.

"So should we get going!?"

"Yep, everyone should be in class so we should be able to just walk down the hall."
"The meeting is being held in the teacher lounge so we don't have much choice. "

The underground hero explained, as he made his way out the dorms.