Hold me tighter, pleaseꨄ

✘Chapter Forty Eight✘

Trigger warning!!
Talks of suicide.

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'If you really wanna be a hero that badly, there actually might be another way. Just pray that you'll be born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof of the building!'

Izuku blinked up at the blonde, he was standing next to what looked to be middle school him who was shaking slightly at the words that just been said from his childhood bully.

'Katsuki why would you say that?'

"I don't need your fucking help Deku!"

'No this isn't real.'

"You're so fucking useless!

'Katsuki's mean but he wouldn't-'

"Die!"

Izuku woke up yelling slightly,his shirt was sticking to his back and his hair everywhere.
Most importantly he was remembering things.

Not good things though....

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"I'm sure he's gonna love the fact that you made him breakfast."

"So stop worrying so much."

Kirishima encouraged.

"Tch I'm not worried."
"I never worry."

That's why you're so weak.
You haven't even trained for the sports festival that's in a couple of days.

Will you shut up for a one moment.

What so you can make up with your boyfriend?
You don't deserve him.

I know that.
I cant lose him though.

Selfishly.

Yeah.

"You okay Bakubro?"

The blonde looked over at his friend,

"Yeah I'm fine,just...thinking that's all."
"Stop worrying."

The blonde placed the last egg on the greenette's plate before heading upstairs to their shared dorm.

*Knock Knock*

"Izuku?"

Katsuki heard shuffling noises before the door was quickly opened.
Emerald eyes starred up at him, tears just barely falling town.

"Izuku are you okay?"

Why was he crying??
Who hurt him!?

Izuku didnt speak for a solid moment,most likely contemplating on what he was gonna say.
He eventually decided on,

"Why did they stick us in the same room?"

God he could barely look him in the eyes.

Katsuki had so many thoughts running through his mind he barely heard the question.

"W-What?"

"Why did they put us in the same room?"

Was he upset with him?

"I uhm because they wanted me to look after you "

The greenette gave the blonde a sharp glare,
His eyes screaming disgust,

"Why would they want someone who bullied me for years to look after me!?"

Oh.
Oh no.

"You got your memories back?"

"All these days I thought I had done something, something to terribly wrong to make you hate me."
"Turns out you're just a fucking bully."

Izuku went to shut the door but Katsuki quickly stuck his foot in the way.

"Wait Izuku if you'd let me explain-"

Explain what?!
You are a bully!

"You and I have already talked through this a-and you forgave me-"

"Why would I forgive you???"
"After everything you put me through??"

Oh God this was turning out like one of his nightmares.
Was this a nightmare?
It couldn't be it felt so real.

"I know its crazy,but we-"

"I don't want to hear it Bakugo!"
"You...You told me to kill myself."

Katsuki placed the breakfast down by now and was pinching his forearm trying to stop himself from crying.

"Why would you treat someone like that?"

Izuku however didnt even try to stop his tears.
He was hurt.

Because you're a monster.

"Because I was a horrible human being back then,but I've changed."

Have you?

"Have you?"

Shit they both were agreeing with each other.

"I-I have."

"I wouldn't ever hurt you not like before."
"Never like before."

It was quite for a moment, neither knew what to say,but hearts thumping out of each other's chest.

"W-What do you want me too do?"

"How do I fix this?"
"I'll do anything please."

Jump off a roof like you told him too.

Would Izuku say that?
Would he want that?
He would if that made up for everything.
He'd do it in a heart beat.

"Just leave me alone for now."
"I don't want to be around you."

That's worst!
That's so much worst!

Katsuki wanted to plead for Izuku to give him a chance.
To show him how much he's changed, but he had to give the greenette space despite not wanting too.