Hold me tighter, pleaseꨄ

✘Chapter Forty✘

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❌🛑TRIGGER WARNING❌🛑❗❗
(hints at abuse/self harm)

Scrub. Scrub. Scrub.

'Hehe she'll be home soon.'
'There's no way your gonna finish everything on time.'

Scrub. Scrub. Scrub.

Bakugo chose to ignore that stupid voice quickly placing a plate in the dishwasher.

He just needed to finish the dishes, and clean off the counters.
He could do that before she got ho-

All of Katsuki's movement stilled, he heard a door slam at least he thought he heard one.

But after a few minutes of complete silence and no one coming through the door, he figured maybe he heard wrong.
Until he heard jingling keys....

Shit.

"These damn keys."

Oh!!
She's here!
Your definitely gonna get it now!!

Katsuki felt his hands slightly starting to shake, his whole body was sore from yesterday's beating and than he definitely didn't help at all by adding a couple more cuts onto his legs... and by a couple it was way more.
The blonde was hoping he could finish things and slip out before she got home....

Why?
Starting to believe a monster like you doesn't deserve to be beatin for all his faults?

B: 'No, I'm just tired.'
'I need a bre-'

"Katsukiiiiii!!"

The blonde froze again, his crimson eyes snapping to the front door where is so called mom had called his name.
Except she wasn't inside yet.... why hadn't she came in yet?

"Katsuuukkiiii cannn you help *Hiccup* me pleaseee. "
"I lost my keys. " *Hiccup*

B: 'Oh god she must be really drunk....'

The blonde made his way to the front door as quickly as he could in order to not anger his 'mother'.
Though that wouldn't matter as soon as she saw the kitchen.

It's not like you don't deserve it!

B:'I know... '

Bakugo unlocked the door and swung it open only to immediately be crashed into by Mitsuki herself.

"Oops hehe. "

Mitsuki giggled, her crimson eyes looking up at the other blonde who just seemed shocked.

Mitsuki quickly wrapped her arms around her son and tried but failed to stand up straighter.

"Heyaaa Kat!"

Bakugo felt his insides began to twist, and it only got worst once Mitsuki's lips sprouted into a disgustingly huge smile.

"Hey?"

The young teen muttered, as he slowly brought the drunken blonde to the couch.

"Did you finish the dishes hun?"

Hun?
Katsuki hadn't heard his mom call him anything close to that since he was a kid.

"N-No, I didn't get the chance to finish."
"But if you give me like ten min-"

"Aww don't stress over it, you tried your best that's all that mattered. "

Katsuki leaned away from the blonde, his eyes were blown open and that feeling in his stomach only got worst.

He didn't like it when Mitsuki was pissed off and beat him all the time, but at least he was used to it.... this though?
Her being nice to him?
Made him feel uncomfortable.

"Come on, let's get you to bed."

Katsuki declared, helping his 'mother' up once again, and pulling her towards her room.

"I have such a good son, always taking care of me!"

Mitsuki hummed as the other blonde layed her down.
He decided not saying anything was the best idea for now.
He can just get her to bed, finish the dishes, and then leave.

"Good night mom. "

Katsuki stated, getting ready to walk off only to be quickly stopped by the drunken blonde.

"Your leaving?"

"I-... I was gonna go finish the dishes."

Mitsuki had tears starting to well in her eyes.

"Can't you stay and snuggle like you use to when you were younger?"
"Just until I'm asleep?"
"I miss my son. "

Bakugo felt his jaw clench,

"And who's fault is that?"
"Once dad died you became a whole other person. "

Shit!
Shit!
He didn't mean to say that out loud!!

Tears had officially begun to fall from his mother's eyes.

"You're right. "
"I know I've changed and it wasn't for the better.... "

Bakugo felt himself starting to cry as well. He felt that familiar burn in his eyes and soon after that he felt tears beginning to slide down his face.
He hated himself for crying, for so many reasons, but at this moment it was because he felt like his so called mother had already taken so much from him he didn't want to give her more of his tears too.

"I'm sorry Kat. "

Wow. Seems like your mother can only be nice to you when she's drunk out if her mind.
That's saying something.

"Go to sleep. "
"If you still remember this in the morning then you can apologize. "

Katsuki knew she wasn't going to, she was passed the black out drunk stage, and her hang over tomorrow was definitely gonna be shitty.

"Okay..... can you stay till I fall asleep?"

Mitsuki asked, hold out her arms hoping the blonde would accept her invitation.

Bakugo knew he could say no, and walk away right then and there.
It's not like she would remember.
But a part of him longed to be in his mother's arms again, just for a little while.
Like when he was a little kid, he needed the comfort and who better then the woman who birthed him, who definitely wouldn't remember?

"Okay..... "

The ash blonde muttered accepting Mitsuki's embrace.
She had quickly and quite strongly wrapped her arms around her son and begun to play with his hair.
Like she would do when Bakugo was younger.

"You know I love you, right Kat?"

"You make that hard to believe. "

"I know.... "

Mitsuki trailed off, her fingers gently running across Bakugo's scalp.

Katsuki tried to think of the last time his mother was this soft with him.
The only memory they came up was right before his dad died.
All three of them had been cuddling on the couch, and his was like 8 at the time and even though he had hollard about not wanting to be coddled he still accepted it when Mitsuki had pulled him into her and his dad. Both of them had tightly wrapped their arms around the ash blonde and Mitsuki played with his hair as they watched Peter Pan.

It was definitely a memory Bakugo cherished, but at the moment he just felt uncomfortable.
This wasn't his mom any more.
She has succumbed to alcoholism as soon as her husband died, and with that she also begun to beat her only child.
A child who didn't even consider her as his mom any more.

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