Hold me tighter, pleaseꨄ

✘Chapter forty five✘

TRIGGER WARNING!
(disordered eating, mental hospital?)

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Bakugo had hoped to never be back here.

Being surrounded by the cleaning chemicals, and nurses going from one room to the next.
However one call from his friend Twilight and he knew he couldn't say no.
After all he had wondered how Twilight was doing, so really Twilight couldn't had called at a perfect timing.

"Hey."

Katsuki snapped his eyes up at the other, they actually didn't look too bad.
In fact they looked happy.

"Hey, how have you been?"

Katsuki asked, once Twilight was situated.

"I've been good, better in fact. "

Twilight had a woppy smile going on, almost like they didn't exactly know how to smile.
Which saddened the blonde a little, but at least they were learning to smile now!

"The court is agreeing to look over my case, my lawyer is saying if all goes well they might decide to let me be free in the next couple of years. "

"Couple of years?"
"But that's... that's a long time... "

Bakugo trialed off, regretting opening his mouth immediately.
This was good news to Twilight, he should be telling them how great that is.

'But you can't, because you like to suck the life  out of people.'
'Especially when they're happy!'

"I know, it definitely feels like it. "
"But considering they sentence me here for the rest of my life, I think it's worth waiting for. "

Twilight smiled again, their eyes sparkling a little.
Which caught Katsuki's attention, he hadn't seen them with such a hopeful expression in a long time.

"That's is great!"
"Just let me know if you need my help with anything. "
"Even a place to stay once your out. "

Twilight quickly nodded their head,

"Thanks Katsuki. "

"So how have you been?"

The blonde physically retracted from that question.

He hated that question, but it was question that was asked a lot in his life recently.

"Fine."

"Liar."

Twilight Deadpanned.

The blonde mentally cursed himself.

"Alright fine. "
"My boyfriend lost his memories because of some ass-hole villain, and he doesn't remember a single thing about us... "

The blonde trailed off, tears beginning to well up but he tried everything in his power to stop them from falling.

'God you're a cry baby.'

B:Agreed.

"Sound like you're dealing with a lot... along not eating."

Katsuki felt himself stiffin.
Was it really that obvious??

'Pff of course not, you're fucking fat.'

"Yeah and I had a panic attack because my.. dad pointed out I wasn't eating and than Izuku came in during it and now he's stuck on me like glue! "
"I don't even fucking need him around, I don't need his help. "

"But you want it. "

Katsuki stared blankly at the other, of course he wanted it.
He wanted everything Izuku was willing to give him.
But this Izuku wasn't his.
His Izuku doesn't exist, and he refused to take advantage of someone who doesn't even know their past.

"It doesn't matter what I want."

"Katsuki.... "

Twilight wanted to say something to help, they wanted to encourage Bakugo in some way.
But they couldn't figure out how or what to say.

"You know he wouldn't want you to be treating yourself like your some kinda of monster that needs to be locked away. "

Is what Twilight settled on.

In return the blonde just scoffed and look away.

"I'm not wrong."
"And you know it. "

Twilight declared more stern this time.

When Bakugo still didn't respond, Twilight decided it was best to change the subject.

"Speaking of being locked up, I heard they're doing the sport festival early and it's gonna be broadcast next week.

"Yeah... "

"Are you gonna win again?"

The blonde gave his best winning smile and responded with 'You bet your ass.'

"Great, I can't wait!"

Their visitation soon ended after that, along with the blond promising to visit again soon.

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