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"It's okay baby it'll feel good"
"Daddy stop!"
"If you scream I'll do more than just touch you"
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I woke up breathing heavily. These dreams won't go away. The sad part is, they're not even dreams... They're flashbacks.

I touch my face and feel a tear, I check my phone and it's 3am. I have to call Holly.

Ring...
Ring...
Ring...

Voicemail! Fuck! I need to talk to hear someone's voice or I'll go inside hearing his. The only other person I could think of was....

Jack.

I put on sweats and my ugg slippers. I walk outside to get fresh air. As I continued to walk down, Jacks house came into few.

His probably sleeping. Maybe his parents too.

Then I remembered The Gilinsky family always leave the back open. Once I get to their house, I go to their backyard and go through the back. Jacks room is on the first floor rather than upstairs with his parents but I still had to be quiet.

As I walk down the hall I start to hear noises coming from Jacks room, I ignore it and still open the door to his room.... Bad idea.

All I see is the back of a girls head on top of Jack... Just with that image I knew what they were doing and knew I had to leave.

"ASHLYNN!" Jack shouted.

"Sorry I'll come back later" I shouted from down the hall.

My tears were stained to my cheeks and my hair was all frizzy... I looked a mess. Before I could walk out through the back, Jack call out for me. I turned around and saw him standing there with his boxers on. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Why are you hear so late at night?" he asked. As he scanned my face he saw the light reflect on my stained tears, that's when he got serious.

"What happened!" He asked more sternly.

"I'll tell you later" I say turning back around.

He grabs my arm and turned me back around.

"no, your telling me now" he says.

"Jack, you half naked and there's a naked girl in your room. I'm not telling you now, plus it's not a big deal I just wanted to see you" I lie.

He can so tell I was lying but he decided not argue with me anymore.

That's what I liked about him. He knew when to stop and let me be. If it was someone else they probably would've kept on bugging me.

"Jack!" I hear a girl whine. I knew it was Lindsay.

"Go continue getting some Lindsay Lovin" I slightly push Jack towards his room. He chuckles at my very very creative words.

"You know I love you right?" he ask with his face a light shade of red, which I'm guessing was from being embarrassed from Lindsay's whining.

"And I Love you too" I say.

He kissed my forehead before jogging back to his room. I couldn't help but laugh at the way he jogs.

I knew his parents weren't home because he had a girl over. He never brings anyone over to his house when his parents are here... except for me since I actually know his parents.

Just by talking to him the walk back home was calming. My chest calmed down and my breathing settled. When I got home I let out a yawn and decided to let my sleep take over when I got to my bed.

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"NO NO LEAVE ME ALONE" I told the scary figure in my dream. The dreams were coming back and I wanted to wake up, but I couldn't.

"Ashlynn wake up!" I heard a man voice call out. For a second I thought it was my dad since I was still half asleep. When I open my eyes it was only Jack.

He was shirtless.

"What are you doing here?" I said out of breath.

"Lindsay left, more importantly are you okay" he said wiping a tear of my face.

  "Y-Yeah" I stutter.

We stood there in complete silence. I didn't feel right.

"I'm thirsty" I say getting up from my bed.

"Ashlynn what the dream about" he said firmly making me stop walking.

I didn't wanna think about it or else I would break down. Everything was happening all at once and I somehow couldn't control my tries anymore.

"ASHLYNN" he shouts. I turn around and he sees my teary eyes, he doesn't say anything but go up to me and give me a big hug-- One that I really needed.

"Shhhh your okay, it's gonna be okay" he said rubbing my back to calm me down but the more he cooed at me, the more it made me wanna let out my tears.

"I'm so sorry Ashlynn" he spoke softly.

This is all because of him. I'm traumatized because of him. My own father.

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