moving on {Dylan x Ryan}

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(Dylan pov)

it had been maybe a week since ive been out of jail let me tell you i was not made for jail i think i had like five panic attacks but being home felt so amazing sleeping in my own bed eating good food and just being able to relax.

but i still felt sad most days i would try my hardest to not look down at my missing hand just looking at it brought back awful memories and the things i couldn't do anymore.. i couldnt drive anymore and it just made everything harder and ya ya i know i can get like a fake hand but those things are not cheap and now it was going to be harder for me to get a job due to my missing hand..

but my mom try to cheer my up all the time i have the best mom in the world and plus my cat was like my best friend on the days that i just didnt want to climb out of bed those days were awful even though that night was the worst night of my life... i still missed my friends even if they were just work friends once i was thrown in jail i didnt know if any of them were safe or even alive all i wanted was to see them again just to know they were alive but i have been avoiding the internet because of what happend at camp has been all over everyone was posting about it.

"Hackett quarry summer camp massacre"

fun isnt it god it was awful its still hard to just think about that night it didnt feel real just earlier that night i was flirting with Ryan. Oh god Ryan.. god i missed him the last time i saw him was when he left with that Laura girl..

i still wonder some times if anything could have happened between us that kiss at the fire it felt different i remember that kiss everyday wishing i could have done it more me and ryan were so different but i was drawn to him something about him was just amazing..

god i missed him!

"love you hungry you haven't eaten all day?"

"huh oh no mom im okay"

"alright well just tell me if you need anything"

i just nod i was laying on my back on my bed rest my head on my arm looking out the window next to my bed watching leafs fall from the trees.

i sigh maybe i should stop being all sad whats that going to help i stand up and stretch i head over to my computer i take a deep breath as i open it i just scroll around looking at photos of people enjoying whats left of summer break then from the corner of my eye i see my chat boxes with..

99+ texts who the hell was texting me so much i click on it and see

kaitlyn!?

she had been texting me sense i had gotten out most of the texts were just asking if i was okay or just a hey i hurry and click the type bar and type.

~holy crop kaitlyn im so sorry!

it didnt take long until i see the icon saying she was texting back

~ dylan your alive!

~still shaken up but ya im alive

~ya i think everyone is hey uhm if your okay with it we made a group chat wan tme to add you?

~why wasnt i already added!?

~well im sorry i though you still behind bars

~who could lock my cute face up

~ok whatever im adding you

i laugh i bit it was nice talking to her again i smile and see the pop up saying i had been added to ~epic people~ who the hell picked that name i laugh a bit i scroll through the chats seeing that everyone was here.

daddyJacob~ well well well look who it is..

abisnail~ Dylan!!

boss lady~ ya finally found out he wasnt in jail

dilpickle~ maybe i just didnt want to talk to you

boss lady~ oh wow

nickel~ not all of us i hope ;)

dilpickle~ oh of course not nick

emushka~ hey dylan!

dilpickle~ why hello emma

Ry-guy~ god you guys are blowing up my phone

dilpickle~ wow hello to you to ryan

Ry-guy~ oh dylan hey

"dylan can you come help me" my mom calls

dilpickle~ i must go my mother needs her amazing son

daddyJacob~ okay mamas boy

bosslady~ bye dylan

i push my chair away from my computer desk and stand up and leave my room i jump down the steps and walk out into the kitchen

"ya mom?"

"mind helping with the dishes please" she says as she is sat at the dinner table with some papers infront of her

"oh ya sure"

i struggle at first but soon im a pro well im just great at most things what can i say okay dylan stop talking to yourself thats a bit weird

"what are you doing mom?"

"paying bills"

"fun cant wait to do those"

"pretty soon" she laughs a bit

"oh mom guess what"

"what dear?"

"well im taking to my work friends again"

"oh really thats nice"

"ya its nice hearing from them again"

"now dylan are they really work friends or are they just friends"

"well i like to call them friends but i dont know what they think"

"your thinking it over to much just call them your friends love"

"ya your right "

"wow what would you do without me" she laughs

"i would probably be in my bed 24\7 "

"you still are"

"am not!"

"whatever you say"

i roll my eyes with a smile as i put the dishes on the drying rack

"thanks dear"

"no problem ill see you in the morning?"

"yep"

"alright love you"

"love you too"

i get back into my room and slump back down in my chair and roll back up to the desk.

daddyjacob~ dylannnnn

bosslady~damn what the hell is he doing

abisnail~ maybe he is helping his mom clean

dilpickle~ thank you abi i was helping my mom with the dishies

nickel~ Oooo cleaner dylan would love to see it

dilpickle~ ofcourse you would who wouldnt

bosslady~ ok okay dylan please read the chat after you left

i look at the her text a bit confused but i scroll up and read the text it was jacob being dumb then emma started talking.

emushka~ we should meet up!

bosslady~ thats a really good idea im down

daddyjacob~ oh im so down

nickel~ me too

abisnail~ sure sounds fun

Ry-guy~ fine

i scroll back down was i really ready to see them again..was i ready to see ryan again..