Left out

Alone

I walk beside Josh we were on our way to meet up with Toby. I had been spending most time with the two males or Thea and Kylie occasionally all together if we are lucky. I hadn't been going to school not that anyone really knew unless princess Lexi told or the school rang dad. But even than it's tomorrows problems.

I jog up the to the abandon ruins we had claimed to be our hangout happily. I think it was an old house or something. There was giant bits of stone everywhere and the odd room or two that's falling apart. We had a bonfire spot in the back. Despite all being very very different we all somehow clicked. Josh was the typically a druggie, Toby the lost kid, Theodora her life was in shambles and she wasn't coping, Elodie the broken baby, Samatha the strong willed, Parker the stubborn sass queen, Kylie the Mumma bear. The typical band of misfits. We all connected over very different things, sometimes unspoken things. This was our home, our safe place. "So nationals you going for the gold" "would I even go if there wasn't a gold" he laughs "touché" he held up his bottle of whiskey or whatever it is. He had stolen it from somewhere before we met up. "Aww you guys started without me" Toby mockingly pouts jumping up on a stone block making him a giant considering his the tallest anyway. "So we going to light it" "uh" "you ever lit a bonfire at this time of day not as beautiful" Samantha mused coming up from the direction Toby had. "You left me dick" she walked over attempting to push him but miserably failing. "Oh here I stole them from my dad" Samatha hands a bag filled with alcohol to Josh. "Why can't I have any" Toby pouts "or me I would like some" "your our baby Elodie" Samantha snaps hugging her "want to give us the performance" Toby asked. I normally did dance for them. They were my strongest fans my biggest advocates, besides Justin of course.

I finish to shouting and cheers. They were yelling about how amazing I was. "Wooo" they shout some where jumping in excitement. Sure Toby and Josh were definitely to cool for dance but they were just as Supportive. Toby jumps up swinging me around excitedly. "If you don't win we will show up" "oh yeah with knives" Elodie finished for Samantha making me laugh even more. "You and your obsession with knives" Kylie said laughing "yeah could you show up at my house doing that flippy thing dad would definitely flip" Toby mused taking a huge gulp of his drink. "Ohh with pleasure anything and I get me out of my own home" she said smiling.

My phone was incessantly ring. We were all sitting around the bonfire. "Where are you" "the bonfire why" I answer honestly Justin knows knows exactly where we are. He use to hang out here when he was my age. "Why...people are worried" I hum "the school called your dad who told mine and as you can imagine he called his favourite son" "are you driving you know how unsafe it is to drive" "irrelevant also I'm not holding the phone why am I explaining that to you point is they are mad and for some reason it's my fault" "your a bad influence on me" "well that is rather rude...listen you have to come home" "j" I sigh laying down accidentally on Toby but he doesn't complain just hugs me. "I'm serious Cami" "two week you didn't think they weren't going to call your dad" "I knew they would at some point but personally I don't like to focus on that" he hums "yeah I didn't like to focus on that either" "so how mad did they seem" "well you remember how my dad was when I use to skip like that and I didn't see your dad" "do you at least do your schoolwork" i scoff "did you do your schoolwork" I question right back "only when dad found out but you know even then it's was a sometimes thing" "where are you driving" i question wondering it seemed like he had been driving for an eternity. "Well I'm not driving anymore" "ok than" I frown hearing movement "that better be you" I sat up looking behind us and sure enough there he was. I hang up the phone putting it beside me.

"What are you doing here" "I was driving here before you told me" he walked over sitting with us. I could instantly tell having an adult here made everyone just a little tense. "We use to light the joints or blunts depended who was here on the fire" he shrugged "why are you here " "didn't know they were" I nod knowing he was here to keep me company. "I'm going over there" Toby said tapping me causing me to move and let him up. I watch him walk away "your friends don't like me" "they really don't but your the weird big brother" "I'm not weird" I laugh shaking my head "no your not how's Olive" he shrugs "she's good it's weird" he rubs his face "pretty sure you knew that it was a possibility to get someone pregnant I mean" he laughs putting his hand over my mouth causing me to let out a giggle. "We get it" "how are you doing" "getting there" he shrugs making me nod before snuggling into him. "I love you little one" "I won't be little one much longer" "sure you will baby will be littlest one" he shrugs making me smile "I got to ask you something" I was now very confused "can you be my babies godmother I know your already always going to be there so why not... I already know it's going to be a problem getting rid of you" I laugh "I already know that child is going to be my favourite and I'm going to be his or hers" "after me" "which would you prefer" "never really thought about it and I try not to now" I nod mindlessly completely understanding what he was saying "alright I have to kidnap you from them back home to seem like a responsible person because Olive knows I'm here and well baby" I laugh laying on the floor as he uses all his strength to pick me up. Olive wouldn't care about me no, well she does but not like she's mad I'm here type more that she would just want me safe for Justin type. She would care in the sense of what Justin would do, to see what he would be somewhat like to his own child.