Jaan-e- Adaa ( complete)

Ch-9

" abb..uu" she uttered in horror seeing her father stepping up the stairs.

Sidharth quickly opened the door of her room pushing her inside, he locked the door.

" aap jaaye yahan se koi dekh lega toh ky sochega"

" ky sochenge," he asked her coming closer to her.

" aap mera personal space me aa rhe hai"

" toh jiske saath aap dance kar rhi thi woh apk personal space me nh the" he asked her resting her hands on his shoulders.

" toh aap bhi to miss noor se chipak ke baat krte hai aur woh apko kese ghur rahi thi" she complained looking into his eyes.

" toh apko frq padta hai kisi ke mere qareeb hone se" she didn't answer him, biting her lips she averted her gaze, and his hands slips to her bare waist resulting in goosebumps on her whole body.

" answer me"

" nh mujhe kyu frq padega aap to shuru se unke saath ho, me aap dono ke bich aa gyi" she said wiggling in his arms, giving up on her demands he retires her.

" mujhe lagta tha ap mujhe pasand nh krte, mein jhalli hu, kitna bolti hu, padahi me man nh lagta, aur syd apk liye thik nh hu kyunki aap toh itne sophisticated, intelligent, logical hai, agr aap kisi aur se mohabbat krte the toh nikkah kyu kia, mana kar dete na taya abu ko, mujhe keh dete, aur ab aap achanak se itni care karne lage hai, itna haq jatane lage, I am confused, I don't want to be the third wheel, aap mujhse mohabbat na kre mein sehn kar skti hu par aise kisi aur ke saath..." he sushed her resting his finger on her lips, her eyes brimming with tears.

" Abbu ko mana karna chiye tha I know ye meri galti hai aur iska koi justification nh hai shehnaaz, I was upset when our nikkah happened but I stopped meeting her, I did, I was rude to you because kahi na kahi gussa tha ki abbu ne ish forceful rishte me bandha hai aur mujhe closure nh mila tha, and one day I found out the truth about her and played along with it, par yes I did wrong, it's not acceptable at all, reason koi bhi ho, I met her, and I couldn't imagine you doing something like this, mein nh le paunga, ab tumhe jo saja deni hai mujhe de skti ho, par I start feeling for you, I am not saying I fall in love with you but there is something in my heat for you which is so pure, which I never felt before, toh btao kya saja dena chaogi"

" aap ky krte agar mein apk jagah hoti, ky saza dete??" she asked.

" mein tumhe aise jagah kabhi soch hi nh skta"

" dur rahe mujhse,"

" that's impossible"

" saza toh mushkil hi hoti ha"

" kab tak??" he asked stepping backwards.

" pta nh, jab tak mein sure na ho jaun ki meri apk liye ky feelings hai aur jab tak aap sure nh ho jate ki aap finally noor ko bhul chuke hai, mein apk rebound nh bnna chahti"

" Aap aisa chahti hai toh aisa hi sahi"
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Tossing on the bed the whole night she thinks only about him, opening his brother's Instagram account she stared at his every photo, he looks heavenly handsome in her eyes.

His smiling eyes with fluttering eyelashes, make her escape a few heartbeats, giving her arrhythmia, but at the same time bringing solace to her soul.

For the first time ever in her life, she is feeling some foreign emotions in her, the butterflies are somersaulting in her stomach thinking about the way he touched her, and his intimidating eyes give her a chill.

However, on the other side sidharth jogged in the garden more than he usually does, his mind clouded with several thoughts, how he could stay away from her when his heart wanted to see her.

" bahi bs bhi kar de ab, mujhpe thoda sa reham hi kha le," aly said sitting on the bench where sidharth doing his exercise.

" stamina badhao, rati bhar stamina nh hai tumme"

" bahi Allah ka khauf kahe teen chakkar kaate hai pure ground ke ye kesi baatein kar rhe hai"

" apk liye hamid bahi hi theekh hai" he added.

Sidharth was cascading the stair when she came out of her room, their eyes met for some seconds before he averted her gaze going inside his room.

"Hazaron tib k nuskhon se,
Nigah-e-yar behtar hai"

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