" shehnaaz how does it feel to be loved by someone," Nancy asked her, it's has been one-week since shehnaaz attend college, sidharth called his mother the day shehnaaz ran out of his flat.
" ammi ek sawal phuchna hai aur allah ka vaasta hai please mujhe jhoot nh sunna sirf sach boliyega" he said.
" kya baat hai beta, bolo"
" shehnaaz ke letters apne mujhse chupaye" he asked in a broken voice.
" sid..."
" ammi mujhe sirf sach sunna hai, haan ya na"
" haa.....par maine.."
" ammi apko pta hai insan kab har jaata hai jab uske hi apne ushe dhukh dene lag jaye, mein apk behad izzat karta tha par syd ab...."
" aise mat bolo beta...."
" ammi apko meri khushi nh dikhai di chlo woh toh mein maan skta hu, lekin ek maa ko toh apne bache ke sb dhukh nazar aa jate hai, mein tuta hua tha, bikhra hua tha, lekin....mein na har gya hu ammi, maine aaj tak jise apna sb khuch manga usne mere saath aisa kia, aap par aankh band krke bharosa kia ammi, apne kyu kia ye sb ek waaris ke liye, jab apk beta hi nh rhega toh waaris ka ky kroge ap, dusro se ky gila karu" he said being shattered.
" acha lagta hai, jab apk pass koi pyar karne wala hota hai, jo apk khushi mein apse zyada khush, apk dhukh me apse zyada dhukhi, apk had kadam mein saath dena, apki care karna, it feels surreal to be loved by someone, " shehnaaz replied.
" and what if the person doesn't love you back" she questioned.
"Nancy ky hua is something happen" shehnaaz asked.
" I fall in love with the most unexpected person I think, mujhe nh pta pyar ky hota hai yrr, kabhi feel nh kia, paanch saal ki thi jab maa baap nh rhe puri zindagi orphanage me bitayi, jab 18 ki Hui toh akele rehna aur jeena seekha, dar lagta tha yrr kahin, but this past week it's beautiful zaheer sir ke saath, he showed care towards me, he dropped me home, he listened to me, he sits besides me the whole night because I am shivering, maybe unhone ye sb insaniyat ke naate kia hoga par I wanted to feel loved yaar, unki toh wife hogi na" she cried, shehnaaz calmed her down hugging her tightly.
" shehnaaz give your husband second chance, glti unki nh hai bilkul bhi nh hai, jab aisa insan mile jo apk liye sirf apk liye itni dur aaye, tu pyar karti hai na toh darti kyu hai, pta hai glti kiski hai na unke parents ki na teri aur na unki, galti hai communication gap ki, tum logo ne saath mein beth ke baat hi nh ki, pehle tum unse darti thi, fir khuch feel hua to tum log alag hogaye, yrr kis baat ki saza de rhi hai Tu unko, aur khudko woh galti jo tum dono ki hai hi nh, yaar problems aayengi toh tab ka tab dekh lena na, abhi uske chakaar me jo sbse pyari cheeze hai ushe kyu khona hai, woh pyar karte hai, gltiyan toh ho hi jati hai na, tune bhi ki hai na, Tu apne dil se phuch tune puri koshish ki unke pass jane ki, yaar jab zindagi khush rehne ka mauka de rhi hai toh khush raho na, sbko nh milti hai, terko mil rhi hai, to uski respect kar waise bhi kab ky ho jaye, life bhut unexpected hoti hai, ky hai bache nh honge toh ky tum dono toh saath honge na, ek dusre ka pyar aur yaar lakho bache hai orphanages mein jinko maa baap ki zarroorat hai, jinko pyar chiye"
" ye koi bimari nh hai, koi kami nh hai, humari society ishe ek buri diseases ki tarah bana deti hai, nh hai yrr, koi saath dene wala ho na toh har paressani ka solution mil jata hai, usse ladne ki taaqat badh jaati hai" she added.
" tujhe pta hai pichle teen mahine se mein teeko jaanti hu lekin ye tune sbse samajdaari waali baat ki" shehnaaz said making her chuckle.
" I hurt him na" she asked her.
" toh kya hua, maafi maang lio"
" abhi jaun" she asked.
" kal tak ruk paayegi" she denied.
" Mein kesi lag rhi hu" shehnaaz asked, Nancy sighed laying on her bed, she came to shehnaaz house for a sleepover.
" yaar ek kaske pappy dio looks pe dhyan hi nh jayega"
" Nancy!!!"
" bhut achi lag rhi hai, ab jaa uncle aunty ko mein smbhal loongi"
" thank you so much mere kachre se dimag mein ye sb daalne ke liye" shehnaaz said hugging her.
" jaa shehnaaz jaa jeele apne zindagiii" she giggled.
**********
Sidharth made himself busy with work, checking the emails, and calling some of the clients his father asked him to do, when he heard the doorbell ringing, he looked at the clock, it showed 11 pm.
She pressed the doorbell again, her feet continuously tapping on the floor in nervousness, the past week she spend crying her heart out, correcting her hair looking at the phone screen, as she waited for him.
He opened the door coming face to face with her, she looks adorable to his eyes, clad in a baggy t-shirt with trousers, her hair in a messy bun, the way she is biting her lips in nervousness.
" andar aa jau" she asked, he gave her a way to enter, shutting the door, he turned to look at her.
" muj...he..ap..se...khuch" she steps forward towards him closing the distance between them.
" shehnaaz raat bhut ho chuki hai zaldi bole"
Standing on her toes she puts her lips on his.....
" bas khuch sahi shabd chiye
Kisi ko unki galti ehsas karane ke liye"
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Fanfiction" this relation doesn't mean anything to me" -sidharth asfandyar Ali " Talaq dede, aur ho jaye azad" -shehnaaz si...
