" aapne toh meri jaan nikal di thi" hamid said as soon as she opens her eyes.
" aapi aap aise chup chap achi nh lagti aise na kra kre bhala ye koi baat Hui" Aly stated.
" I am sorry mujhe nh pta kese ho gya" standing on the door frame he watched her carefully.
" bahi yahan kyu khade hai andar chle" rukshar mumbled.
" I have some work to do, tum betho"
" shehnaaz tumne toh dara hi dia tha mujhe meri jaan" she uttered kissing her forehead.
" mein thik hu ammi kha hai"
" woh ammi soup bana rhi tumhare liye"
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" bhabhi shehnaaz ke liye soup bana dengi mein zara inko cahe deke ke aati hu bhut pressan hai kal se" asma requested her.
" mein bana deti lekin mujhe bhut kaam aur bhi hai, sbke liye lunch bhi banana hai aur sidharth or uske abbu ne bhi khuch nh khaya ab ek insan ki bimari ke chakkar me dusro ko toh wait nh kara skte na" fatima replied roughly.
" bhabhi ap naraz hai mujhse"
" ye lo ab ek kaam krne ko mana kia toh me naraz ho gyi"
" me soup bana kr apk help kar deti hu"
" koi zarroorat nh hai jake apni bachi ko dekho jisne pura ghr sar pe utha rkha hai" Asma doesn't believe her ears, she is the same woman who loves her daughter more than her but seems like everything is gonna change.
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Lightning the cigarette he takes a puff closing his eyes, his heartbeats were literally stopped when she fainted, he was upset with himself, why he took so long to knock on her door, what if something bad has happened, what if she hurts herself or tried to do something bad he didn't even think about, he was upset with his dad, he knows she loves shehnaaz way too much, maybe more than her daughters, but he should tell him about the situation, so he could defend her in front of those vicious people of the society, he never saw her this much week, she was always confident, cheerful, sarcastic. Her infertility didn't define her or anyone, it's doesn't matter him to, he loves her pure soul, her positivity, her inner charm, her jaan -e-adaa, the charming soul....
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" tayi ammi aaiye na" shehnaaz said sitting on the bed.
" kesi hai aap??"
" mein theekh hu, apko pta hai mein subha se apk intzaar kar rhi thi, par ammi ne btaya ap busy hai"
" ab sab toh tumhare aas pass nh na beth skte pura din, kisi ko toh kaam karna padega" shehnaaz quietened, she expects her to show some love, to give her a warm hug, or a forehead kiss but nothing such comes at her way.
" shehnaaz dekho bacha, I love you so much, I do, lekin mein apne bete se bhi utni hi mohabbat karti hu, maine tab ye sb nh socha lekin yusra baji ki baat bhi glt nh hai, tum hi btao mein kese apne bete ko beaulad dekh Lu, aaj sb soch rhe hai ki ye itni badi baat nh hai lekin waqt ke saath saath ye baate chubne lagegi aur nafrat felegi beta"
" aap...kya chahti hai tayi ammi" she asked gripping her blanket tightly in her dainty hands, the tears may fall anytime.
" aap sidharth ko...."
" woh jab cahe mujhe talaq de skte hai, par kya sirf us ek wajah se aap mujhe jaane ke liye keh rhi hai, agar mera accident na hua hota aur doctors ko ye baat pta nh lgti aur baad me kbhi apko pta chlta tab bhi aap yahi karti ya unki dusri shaddi kara deti, aap toh aisa nh sochti thi na"
" ky kahengi aap mein bana du"
" aap chinta na kre bhabhi me bana dungi" asma said, she and sultan heard everything what fatima requested her, her heart cried for her daughter but she has nothing to say.
"Kesa hai meri bacha" Sultan asked kissing her temple.
"mein thik hu abbu, ab itna bhi khuch nh hua mujhe just thoda sa bhukhar hua tha, aise roni surat na banaye"
" ye toh partiality hai bahi, meri toh itni kharirdaari nh hoti jab me Bimar ho jata hu"
" haan ab apna bacha to apna hi hota hai na, tujhe toh laaye hi kachre ke dabbe se the" Hamid said coming into the room.
" chalo we are here ab sb games khelenge" Rukshar and aliyah uttered entering the room.
"Arey bahi mein bhi khelunga aise kese mujhe kyu bhul gye" Asfandyar complained sitting on the mattress.
Shehnaaz's eyes waited for the one person who didn't show up does he made his decision, the fear gripped her heart, she smiled seeing everyone cheering her up, closing her eyes she puts her head on the headrest lost in his thoughts.
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" aur log nh aaye khana khane abhi tak" yusra asked sitting at the dining table.
" woh log shehnaaz ke kamre me hai"
" ye kya baat Hui aisa toh khuch hua nh ki pura din wahan bethe rhe tum yahan rasoi me akele kaam kr rhi thi"
" woh sbki ladli hai aapi, aur uska bhi man laga rhega"
" fatima tum na bhut seedhi ho, tumhe ye sb smaj nh aata, btao asfandyar ne Karobar ka saara daarmadar hamid ko sonp rakha, sidharth pura din college me laga rehta hai ushe dhande ke baare me itna khuch nh pta, bhla karobar toh asfandyar bahijaan ne hi khada kia hai, sultan bhaijaan toh bs unke peeche rhe hai aur aliyah ky kisi ki ladli nh hai woh jab Bimar hoti hai to koi aisa karta hai, tum toh fir bhi sab kaam karti ho"
" hamid bhi toh apna hi bacha hai"
" sidharth se zyada toh nh na,"
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" ammi ap beth jaaye mein khana serve kar deti hu" rukshaar said.
" maine kha lia hai tum aur sab ko serve kardo jinhe time ka ata pta hi nh hai"
" Ammi aap aise kyu baat kr rhi hai"
" khuch nh time ka ata pta hai tumhe, shadi ho gyi hai na tumhari, toh ghr ki taraf zimmedari bhi bnti hai ya tum bhi shehnaaz ki tarah khuch nh karna chahti ho"
" ammi woh bachi hai ye baat kha se aa gyi"
" bhabhi mujhe nh pta apko ky hua hai, lekin meri beti Bimar hai, mein thoda sa uske pass beth gyi toh aap yu taane to na maare me smjhti hu aap ky soch rhi hai suna maine jo apne sana se kha, apko rishta todna hai toh tod de par aisa rukha vyavhar na kre meri beti ke saath woh apse behad pyar krti hai" Asma said taking out the water bottle from the fridge she went into the dining area while rukshar followed her.
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Sidharth entered her room, he didn't come when all of we're present there he don't want to show his emotions to anyone, it's only for her to see and her to feel, her eyes were closed, and there we're tension line on her forehead visible to him, he slowly sat beside her, taking her hand in his he dropped a kiss on the back of her hand, she smiled slightly feeling his touch in her sleep, she turned to his side holding his hand she hugged it.
"Neend me bhi pehchan lete hai woh hume
Aur fir kehte hai hum apse mohabbat nh krte"
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Fanfiction" this relation doesn't mean anything to me" -sidharth asfandyar Ali " Talaq dede, aur ho jaye azad" -shehnaaz si...
