" ky hua hai apko, I am here with you, calm down, I am not going anywhere or mein kha jaungi apko chor ke, ab mere itne nakhre koi Utha bhi nh skta hai na, toh aap puri life mere saath hi fase ho, aur ab aap isse chaah ke bhi nh niklne wale smje professor ji" she said.
" mujhe nikalna bhi nh hai, mein aaj hi Chachu se baat krne aa rha hu, I want you with me now, its enough, mujhe ye duriyaan ab manjoor nh hai"
" par tayi amm..."
" shehnaaz nikkah tumhara mujhse hua hai na ki tayi ammi or taya abbu se tumhare, tumhara dil syd bhut bada ho skta hai lekin mein unko itni zaldi maaf nh krne wala hu, aur ye final hai,"
" aap thik hai lekin meri bhi toh sune abhi college rehta hai, mein baar baar change nh kar skti, or agar kisi ko pta lag gya class me toh ky sochenge" she tried to reason out.
" tum humesa isme zyada focused ho log ky sochenge lekin mein ky sochunga usse tumhe zara bhi frq nh padta,"
" acha acha thik hai aap gussa na hoye aap krle baat unse, par aap mere do mahino ke liye bf rehne wale the ab woh bhi nh hoga" she said, he gave her a pointed look.
Sidharth's phone rang showing Aliyah's name on it, he picked it up only to listen to his sister's panicked voice.
" bahi bahi aap zaldi Delhi wapis aa jaye, ammi ki tabiyat behad khrab hai,"
" aliyah pehle shant ho ap, kya hua hai unhe"
" doctors ne kha hai unhe heart attack aaya hai" he closed his eyes taking all the information.
" I am coming, don't tell ruksaar woh bewajah pressan hongi"
" par bahi I already told her, apk phone nh lag rha tha aap aa jaye zaldi se"
" aap chinta na kre woh thik hongi, khuch nh hoga, mein tickets check krti hu aap ghr ke raste lele car" she whispered not meeting his gaze for once, the fear gripped her heart, what if he will not come back, what if tayi ammi's demands something, what if it's the last time they are meeting.
" shehnaaz look at me" he uttered gazing at her for a while, he has an idea of what may be going on inside her mind.
" shehnaaz khuch bhi nh hoga mein wapis aaunga, aur koi option nh hai jaan, tumhare bina mein ache se reh hi nh skta, mujhse hoga hi nh, believe me, mein bs yu gya aur yu aaya"
" mein apko rok nh rhi woh apk ammi hai, apko jana chiye, lekin mujhe dar lag rha hai, mera dil mein na azeeb sa ho rha, mein na apko khona nh chahti," she stated letting her tears flow.
" tum na bhut drame dekhti ho, ki meri ammi bimar hai aur woh apne bete se khuch mangegi aur woh ek ache bete ki tarah maan jayega" she punched him on the chest.
" oouch man, that was so hard"
When they were on the way Hamid's call comes, he gets to know about Fatima's health from ruksaar and she was crying miserably from the time she heard about it, asma tried to console her but it was all in vain, sultan gets to know about the presence of sidharth in the Mumbai, and he wants many answers from his son.
"I booked the tickets for ruksaar, ours and abbu's flight do ghnte baad ki hai, Tu tayar ho ja tab tak and meet us in the society compound"
" sidharth yahan par hai, tumhe ye pta tha, why don't you tell us anything, woh yahan pe shehnaaz ke liye hai" Sultan asked Hamid.
" abbu aap khud bhi jante hai woh yahan kyu hai, aur apk beti chahti hai ushe, ek dusre se behad pyar karte hai, or shehnaaz ko sidharth ke alawa koi khush nh rkh paega, family drame ke bich dono fass gye un dono ko khuch pata bhi nh tha, koi glti bhi nh hai toh unhe saza kis baat ki, apk pta nh lekin mein apni behn ko aur dhukhi nh dekh skta, biwi hai woh uski aap log chah ke bhi nh rok skte unhe milne se, woh kisi aur ke saath kabhi khush nh rhegi" he finished in a one go and went out of the room.
***********
" aap kapde badal le, tab tak me apk liye cahe bana deti hu" she said getting into his flat.
" uski koi zarroorat nh hai shehnaaz, I am fine"
" aap kapde badle aur koi na nukar nahi mujhe pata hai aap tension mein hai bhut zyada"
" abhi se biwiyon wale robb dikhane lagi aap,"
" biwi hu toh wahi dikhega na, ab pyari pyari meethi meethi baatein kis naam ki, girlfriend hoti toh baby sona, darling, sweetheart khuch dino ke liye kar leti ab apko woh nh chiye, biwi chiye toh wahi sahi" he pulled her in a hug, his emotions were not in control, whatever fatima did hurts him to the core but nothing can change that he loves his mother the most, and listening to the news, his mind stops working, the worries took place.
" I don't need any girlfriend us word mein na depth nh hai, I want you as my wife, as my partner, as my companion, as my friend, as mine only" he whispered in her ear.
" humara rishta mere liye sbse ahem hai Jaan, don't you dare to think ki kisi bhi wajah se mein apko apni zindagi se jaane dunga, aap jana cahegi tab bhi nh"
" toh mein kha jaa rhi hu maine yahi rehna hai, apk pass, apk dil me, behad mohabbat krti hu apse, aap aayenge na wapis mujhe lene," she asked with teary eyes looking into him.
" aap mere hai, sirf mere, kisi ki samne dekha bhi na aapne maine apko maar daalna hai," bending slightly he pushed his lips on hers, kissing her thoroughly, trying to ease out her Insecurity and fears she is experiencing, trying to ease out the thousand of thought running in his mind, she gripped his shirt tightly, the feeling of something bad will happen making her mad, she wanted to feel him more, she wanted to taste him more, she wanted to be in his warmth.
Her hands went into his shirt, the feeling of his bare asking against her fingers was something she never experienced, the first time she is initiating something like this, sidharth moaned in her mouth feeling her hands moving on his back, leaving her lips, he looked into her eyes, there is something more in her eyes which he is not able to decipher, raising on her toes she attached her lips on his again....
" dil ko apk chahat pe
Aitbaar bhi bhut hai,
Lekin apse bichdne ka
Dar bhi dil se nh jata"
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Fanfiction" this relation doesn't mean anything to me" -sidharth asfandyar Ali " Talaq dede, aur ho jaye azad" -shehnaaz si...
