" shehnaaz don't you dare to ignore my questions, I am asking you something" he said.
"there is nothing to tell, I don't want to go that's all"
" this Is the sole reason, because your face is telling some another story, why you feared about people thinking"
" i dont"
" yaa true you know what raho aise sb se chup ke, stop going anywhere, lock yourself in the room and die one day like that" he yelled.
" na padahi pe focus hai, na apna career bnane mein pura din ghr par reh kar apne ish fizzol dimag mein khuch na khuch sochti rehti ho, life is too big, tumhare rone se, Ghr mein chupne se na khuch nh hoga eventually you have to face people, kya age hai tumhare, 23 abhi puri zindagi padi hai, make your name, do what you like, most of the husbands don't allow their wives but here I am ready to support you, to walk with you but you are not at all interested" he added shutting the door of the room loudly, she flinched a bit.
Switching on the t.v. She randomly starts watching some movie, while waiting for him, she knows he must be in the child's room, trying to be calm and she doesn't wanted to go and face him, she wants some alone time for herself.
" Bahi aap yahan pe" Ruksaar asked coming into the child's room.
"Mein sula rha tha function kesa rha " he asked.
" bs phucho mat bahi mein toh itna enjoy kia bhut time baad," he hummed.
" aur ye dono shaitaan nh the na, toh mein zyada pressan bhi nh hui" she said kissing their foreheads lovingly.
" apk ladai Hui hai shehnaaz se" she asked sensing his off mood.
" nh aisa khuch nh hua, mein sone jaata hu" she nodded
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" Aly" he called him standing at his doorstep.
" are bahi andar aaye na, bahar kyu khade hai"
" nh I was just going upstairs tere rooms ki light on dekhi toh, how's life going on" he asked.
" its going on" he answered.
" come na join me maine pizza order kia hai abhi aata hi hoga"
" tu party mein gya tha na khuch kha ke nh aaya"
" nh mein wahan bs driver ban kr gaya tha, aur phuchiye mat tauba bahi, maine kam se kam dus chakar lagaye hai market ke, upr se saari auntiyan mere piche padi thi ki nikkah krlo ye krlo, men I am just 21,"
" hmmm.."
" apk ladayi Hui hai aapi se" he asked.
" is it that much obvious" he nodded smiling at him.
" woh na azeeb si ho gyi hai, unko koi attention dene wala hai hi nh ghr pe, sb apne apne kaam ke chakkar mein unko bhul gye hai, woh sbko jab yaad aati hai jab koi kaam hota hai, i am not saying its intentional, it's just happened, aisa nh hai woh kisi function mein jana nh chahti its just unki sbhi freinds ke bache ho gye ya hone wale hai, i saw her in the engagement party, she was there but not there, she felt so left out, i know its not good par unko smjana bhi toh padega, aap kisi function mein nh hote ho, raat ko late ho jata hai, and woh apk saath share nh kr paati, aur woh khud bhi accept nh karna chahti hai, tayi ammi aur taya abbu ke saath woh cordial hai par pehle jaisa nh hai, ammi ka dhyan hi nh jata, woh hasti rehti hai aur logo ki sun leti hai toh sb for granted le lete hai," he completed while sidharth listened to him carefully.
" tune itna sb observe kia" he asked.
" bahi i know apko mujhse zyada smjh hai lekin please try to give some time to her, you are her everything, unhe bs apk support chiye jab jab aisa feel ho thoda apk extra time chiye,"
" tu itna bada kab ho gya" he stated rubbing his hairs.
" thank you so much" he added hugging him.
***********
Coming inside the room he saw his wife sleeping on the couch in discomforting position, shutting off the tv, he sat on the table looking at her, he was so busy with his work that he forgets the last time he watched her like this, he felt bad on yelling at her, lifting her in his arms he stepped towards the bed and make her lay on the mattress, she groaned slightly before hugging the pillow, he took his place and pulled her in him.
The whole night he thinks about what Aly said, he was right, he was so much busy with his career, he took her for granted, but she never complained, she was there for him, waiting for him, taking care of his food, clothes, health, without her he can't function for one day he knows that.
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" shehnaaz meri ca...." before he could complete, she came with the tea and kept it on the table, he looked at her taking out the clothes from the cabinet.
" shehnaaz listen to me baba" but it was too late as she already went outside.
" Bahi apko kal aana chiye tha haaye phupho ne ky kamal dance kia tha" aliyah said showing him the video on his phone while his eyes were finding her.
" She is in the kitchen, puri raat to apk saath hi thi abhi bhi apk unhe hi dekhna hai, thakte nh aap" she commented.
" Lagta hai tumhare miyan zaroor thak gye hai tumse jo tum apne ghr jane ka naam hi nh le rhi ho" he teased her.
" Ammi dekh le bahi ky keh rhe hai, ye ghar mera nh rha ky ab, jab dekho tab bahi mujhe taana dete rehte hai, ek toh pehle hi aap logo ne mujhe itni dur behja hai"
" shehnaaz bache breakfast le aao sb wait kr rhe hai" amna yelled.
" laa rhi hu ammi bs do minute" she comes out from the kitchen, the maid followed her.
" ye lo aly tumhara omellete, Aliyah tumhare pancakes, aur ye ap charo ke liye sugar free tea with oats."
" aur mera nasta" he said taking her attention, she nodded putting one prantha on his plate and a cup of tea.
" come sit tum bhi kaho"
" shehnaaz mere liye orange juice toh laa do" hamid said, she nodded.
" tum kitchen mein akeli thi" fatima asked.
" nh woh Farhan uth gya tha aur woh aapi ko chor hi nh rha"
" Aliyah beta ye aram se kaho, ye ky itne azeeb se kha rhi ho" sidharth gazed all around, all we're busy with aliyah talking and telling her what to do, how to do, pampering her and then his eyes went to his wife who is eating with a small smile on her face.
" khuch bhi kahe bhabhi pregnancy ke glow ki baat hi khuch aur hai" asma said.
" mujhe yaad hai jab ruksaar pait se thi toh kitni pyari lagti thi" fatima replied.
" Mariyam kal kitni pyari lag rhi thi, saatwa mahina chl rha hai uska, mujhe toh lagta hai ladki hogi, kyu shehnaaz"
" haa ammi woh keh toh rahi thi jiju aur uski srat lagi hai wok kehte hai ladki hogi aur woh kehti hai ladka,"
" haan aur maine toh keh dia hum apne jeeju ke team mein hai kyu shehnaaz"
" haa jo bhi ho bs ache se ho jaye" she stated, her voice has slightly changed which was noticed by sidharth.
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