I wish, I wish, I wish—
I remembered who I was as a child.
I see all the mementos scattered around on magazine covers.
I feel in the depth of my heart wishing for a time that is no longer alive.all my seas were filled with strawberry shortcake .
I hate feeling like I don't know myself.
I go somewhere,everyone always says, ah!
It's you! I remember you did this.
I remember you said this.how do I tell them I do not know my own self?
I am human.
I was a child.
I don't have to remember.in this epiphany of finding myself,
I know you would never dare to ask me, present tense.
*・゚ ✦ hiya dearies!
oh my goodness!!! It was so lovely being away from home, even if it was only for a few places. we explored some cool architectural + had a lot of fun just taking the city in. it is such an ancient, sort of like an old ruined city which made it so love to discover & explore! definitely had an amazing day, I'm resting now because my legs are t i r e d !! also, plus the fact that I've straight on done blogilates monthly calendar for 2 weeks straight from not working out in 4 years, it just all piled on me and I had to stay in bed. but izz okie cause that means I can update eheheh ❣️anyways enough about moi, I hope you can go on a vacation this summer, if not, that's more than okay too <3 but you could always explore the city you live in! go somewhere new or go to your favorite place. you deserve to have a summer that's lived to the fullest😘
the universe is cruel, in between and lovely. take a chance or a risk to take what the universe offers you. sometimes the most unexpected things lead to the most beautiful places. have faith and keep going. you're doing great darling and you're the main character in your movie. go and slay your universe. if you don't feel like slaying, that's okay to. rest is productive and get that energy back so that you can chase your dreams. sending you lots and lottttsss of love n hugs 💝🫂
qotd: don't you just hate not remembering things?? I do DKFJKFJKJ i have such a terrible memory, gah. how was this chapter? any thoughts about this poem? reaction/emoji's are always welcome :D constructive criticism is always welcome!~ sylvia ✨
* * * keep breathing, <3 yourself, be + always, something is always possible, stay safe & ily ;)
hope you have a wonderous day/night <3
QOTD: "In any given moment we have two options: to step forward into growth or back into safety."
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