Nobody knows the meltdowns
I have when I'm unattended
All they know is the smiles I show
But I smile because
I don't want you or anyone else to know
The pain I feel
I'm the type of person who can sit
And cry in the bathroom
Then walk out like it never happened
I'm a very resilient person
But you know why I really cry
It's when I give my all
And it still doesn't fells good enough
Some days I feel everything
Other days, my heart feels numb
And no matter how much
I force myself to smile
In the end, of the day
I still cry myself to sleep
Because I'm fighting shit in my head every day
And nobody knows a thing
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Poetry for the Heart
PoesiaPoetry that anyone going through a hard time can relate too.