August 5th 2017, 4th period. Emmie had invited me to her boyfriends party (Matt) i wasn't sure whether I wanted to go. I wasn't really given much time to think about it, I had a few hours after school to prepare. I went home and had already arranged transport with Emmies sister.
I wore a silk blue dress which went just below my bum, wore my hair down and had curled it. I didn't really dress up or go out much, it wasn't my type of thing. I liked to keep myself to myself, I had lightly applied makeup on. I think I looked pretty good, I didn't do it for anyone just for my own sake really.
Emmie and her sister picked me up at 8:10pm, Emmie looked stunning as always. She liked to look good for Matt and secretly even other boys. We were getting picked back up at 11pm.
We arrived at the party, I didn't think it would be so crowded. Me and Emmie went inside to look for Priah and Bea. We found them stood by the alcohol, how did I guess? I wasn't really a drinker, I didn't like it that much. Anyways me and Emmie grabbed a drink from the fruit punch fishbowl. Emmie had only had one sip and she was already off upstairs with Matt. Honestly, I didn't know how she could do it but everyone's different.
A boy approached me, I'd never seen him before not even outside of school. He said his name was Arnie. He seemed older then me I was only 15 he looked about 20. He wanted to have a drink with me, I said yes because I hadn't had one yet. I needed to pee so I went to the bathroom, after I went back to Arnie.
We talked for a while, introduced eachother and I started to drink my drink. After about 15 minutes I started to feel tired and drowsy, I said I needed to sit down. He took me upstairs and layed me on the bed. He sat down on the chair beside me. After a bit I was 'unconscious' well that's what Arnie thought anyways.
Arnie got onto the bed and started to force himself onto me, although i didn't feel okay at all, I still said no. Arnie kept on groping my boobs and bum. I repeatedly asked him to stop, he wouldn't. I tried to push him off but whatever he had put in my drink made me weak and I wasn't stable enough. I knew what was coming after this, but I didn't have time to prepare.
Arnie wanted to have sex with me, I didn't agree. I said no. Arnie couldn't take no for an answer. He touched me without my consent and wouldn't stop when I asked him to, I didn't like this at all. After he stopped touching me, he unbuckled his belt. Oh no.
It was happening, Arnie was raping me. As I cried aloud for hours until he finally had fulfilled his pleasure. He left me alone in the room unconscious, bleeding and sore. I could not believe what had just happened. To this day I haven't told anyone about the night August 5th 2017. Why couldn't he take no for an answer?
I am too scared of what people may think, they might call me a slut.
