My Everyday Life With Them. (Wholesome)

So this is how it feels.....

So me and my mother have a very bad relationship. We fight everyday over small things. We shout at each other. We don't respect each other. Gusto kong maayos yun kaso huli na ang lahat. Namatay ang magulang ko 5 years ago. Yung tatay ko naman may bago ng asawa at anak. Only child ako. My father didn't care about me kaya iniwan nya lang ako sa bahay. Buti nalang tapos na ako mag aral non at may trabaho na din ako which is being a nurse. That's where i met my one and only. Doctora Janine Particia Gerona Robredo.

📌SATURDAY NIGHT
AIKA: Ma taas na po ako antok na ko eh.

MAMA LENI: sige sige Goodnight nak!

JILL: Me too ma. Hindi ka po ba sasabay sakin ma?

MAMA LENI: Maya na ako anak sige na matulog ka na night night!

TRI: Labs tara na tulog na tayo

Y/N: tara na. Mama Leni taas na din po kami goodnight po.

MAMA LENI: Y/n anak pwede ka makausap sandali?

Y/N: yes po sure

TRI: Labs....

Y/N: Lalabs sleep ka na tabi ako sayo mamaya. Mabilis lang to bye labs goodnight!

TRI: okay labs goodnight

MAMA LENI: upo ka dito sa tabi ko nak.

MAMA LENI: Tricia told me about your relationship with your mother. I know na dahil doon ay napapalayo na ang loob mo sa magulang mo at hindi mo na kayang mag open up ng problema sa magulang mo dahil sa turingan nyo sa isa't isa. I know who's your mom. She's my bestfriend. Collage bestfriend/old friend. Alam mo nak nung dumating ka sa buhay nya wala na syang bukambibig kung hindi ikaw. Alam mo ba lagi ka nyang kinukwento sakin. Lagi mo daw syang inaaway pero naiintindihan ka daw nya dahil alam nyang marami kang problema. Gusto nya daw tanunging ka about dun kaso natatakot na sya baka awayin mo daw sya ulit at lalong mapalayo loob mo sa kanya. Mahal na mahal ka talaga ng magulang mo. Ganun din ako. Gagawin ko yung mga hindi nya nagawa sayo noong buhay pa sya. Ituturing kita na parang anak ko. Ipapadama ko sayo yung hindi napadama sayo ng magulang mo. Y/n anak pwede mo sakin sabihin problema mo. No judgements. Rerespetuhin ko desisyon mo at mamahalin kita ng buo bilang isang anak!

There. I'm...speechless. I don't know what to say. Mama Leni hugs me when she realized na my tears were about to fall. She knows how hurt am i.

MAMA LENI: You are so strong anak but it's time to let it all go. Tanggalin mo sa balikat mo yung matagal mo ng dinadala na problema. Let it all out. Nandito ako. Nandito kami. We are your new family.

Mama leni start rubbing my back. Her words and actions burst me into tears. Sobrang basa na ng luha ko yung damit nya pero hindi sya umalis sa pagkakayakap sakin hanggang sa matapos akong umiyak.

Y/N: thank you po Mama Leni. Thank you for being my second mother.

MAMA LENI: no problem anak. Just don't forget na when you feel down there's 4 girls who can make you feel better. You don't have to go through your problems alone. I love you anak.

Mama Leni hugged me one more time and offered me na sumabay sa kanya sa kwarto ni Tricia.

MAMA LENI: babye nak tulog ka na goodnight!

Mama leni said while waving her hands.

Y/N: Bye po

When i was about to hug Tricia in our bed Tricia turned in the other side of bed in which direction am i and hugged me so tight.

TRI: i love you

Y/N: i love you too lalabs

So this is how it feels like to be loved. This is what i've been craving for for many many years. This love is priceless.
I love them very much more than anything.