Lost : A Harry Potter Fan Fiction (Sequel To Run)

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Chapter 14 : Boxing day with remus
I woke up the next morning to Holly shaking me awake. I glare at her and she points to Venustas perched on the edge of my trunk. I crawl over and untie the roll of parchment on her leg. I unfold it as Venustas flies out of the open window. It read :
Olivia,
Meet me in my Office at 9:30
from
Uncle Remus
I look at the time on the phone I had received over the summer and it read 09:25 and I jump up immediately as if the bed had suddenly turned into a lava pit. I thank Holly for waking me and pick up some clothes from my trunk and the Jumper Mrs Weasley had given me for Christmas because i was friends with Ginny who i hadn't seen this year. I run into the bathroom and change into this. I go to leave the room and catch sight of my hair in the mirror, I quickly point my want at my hair and say "nimirum colore mutato" and my hair goes back to it's usual style. I rush out and say a quick goodbye to Holly and pick up my new backpack from Ron and making sure the guitar Remus had given me along with the book with songs in was inside and i do up the clasp on the locket I had gotten and then ran to Remus' Office.
Once I had arrived outside of his Office i knocked 3 times and he said "Come in"
"I am so sorry, I woke up late." I say and he smiles
"It doesn't matter. I just want to spend time with my God-daughter."
"Okay, Thanks for the present yesterday, I have it in the bag."
"I was told that once upon a time, you played guitar as a young girl."
"Who told you that?"
"I got in touch with an old friend who taught you guitar."
"Oh... I didn't know you knew each other."
"It doesn't matter. I wanted to hear you play."
"I was hoping you'd say that because I wrote a song yesterday." I say and put the bag down and take out the tiny guitar.
"I'd love to hear it." he said as I grew the guitar back to full size and played down the strings ensuring that it was in tune. I smile at my God-father and begin to play.
Unknown Object (Pretend she wrote this)
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though she's right beside you?
When she says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all.
I finish the song with slight tears in my eyes. I remember why I wrote that song, For Nikki, I still hate that she's gone. She had done my make-up that day and had received a letter earlier that morning. I remember how they had taken her to a muggle Hospital and not St Mungos where she could have been made better. I push all of those thoughts aside and Look up at Remus.
"That was beautiful. You don't sing in front of people?" He asked.
"No, I don't because I just cant." I say
"Okay, We've got a day ahead of us so lets go. I have a plan for the day and It starts in Hogsmeade."
"You got permission for me to go?"
"sure did. I thought we could talk whilst we were there."
"Oh, okay. Two minutes." I say and pull out my Wand , "Accio Purse."
"You can do a summoning charm?" he asked as my purse comes through the open window.
"Yeah, Been able to since 2nd year." I say and Catch it. Then, I shrink my guitar back so that it would fit inside my bag once again. I straighten up and look around at my God-father.
"come on then." he says with a slight smile and I pick up my bag and follow him to Dumbledore's Office. We go down staircases that went in a spiral and along almost never-ending corridors and then down the Grand Staircase that lead to the Great hall, took a left down the corridor and Finally arrived at Dumbledore's Office. Remus gave the gargoyle the password and it sprang open revealing the all too familiar staircase. I ran up first going round and round in circles on the dizzying staircase until i reached the door to dumbledore's office. I wait at the top for Remus and we walk in together. Once we walk in dumbledore's eyes light up and i hear the key click in the lock behind me. I turn around panicked to look at remus who has a guilty look on his face.
"what's happening?" i ask scared, well wouldn't you be if you had been lured into a room with two men?
"Miss alcove, don't panic-" started dumbledore
"don't panic? Don't fucking panic? I've been locked in a room against my will and all you can say is don't panic?" i say exasperated
"Olivia, please. hear what we've got to say." said remus from where he had backed away to
"you have two minutes before i blast that door open and run through it."
"well, miss alcove . i want you to know that i will not press you any more about what happened last year."
"you mean you're giving up on asking because i wont tell you what happened."
"no, Olivia. you're obviously delirious. Remus, take her back to her dormitory."
"But-" started remus
"her dormitory. Remus please"
"its fine he doesn't have to. I know the way. see you in class sir. professor dumbledore." i said and walked towards the door. "Just unlock the door please."
Remus unlocks the door and i run down the the staircase as fast as i can and instead of going to the dorm straight away i run towards the forbidden forest.
why is my life such a fucking drama?!?!?