Through the dark

First time

I'm not sure what it is that wakes me at first but I do feel or really it's that I don't feel Louis holding me or even next to me anymore.  For a small moment I am worried it was all a dream my telling him the truth and him wanting to be with me in spite of it. It is then I hear what woke me in the first place a scratching sound coming from the corner of the room.  I let my eyes adjust to the lack of light as it can't be but the early hours of the morning.  My movement in the bed trying to see the cause of the noise must have startled him because he turns around in the chair.  Once he sees I'm awake he leaves the desk to come to the bed climbing back in next to me.

"Sorry love did I wake you?"

"Mmm hmm what we're you up to?"  I ask sleepily

"I'll show you in the morning.  Go back to sleep I'm here now"

He's right he is here now he's no longer wearing his T-shirt so lying on his bare chest I can hear his heart beat quicken a bit as I trace the words written across his chest. Aside from the pool I have never seen Louis without his shirt; though in the pool I was preoccupied or with other people. Right now however I am hyper aware of his warm toned chest, the feel of his skin beneath my fingers and the way my touch is causing his heart to quicken. I take the chance to press my lips into the skin near his nipple and hear him make sort of a hissing sound.

"Hales we don't have to..." he's looking down into my eyes now

"I...I think I'm ready"

"There is no pressure to do anything. I'm happy to just hold you"

"Louis I think I am ready I just need to be sure of something...you're sure you want to be with me after everything?"

"I thought you heard me love. Yes Haley I am falling in love with you."

This was all I needed to hear to confirm what my heart already knew.  I lean up so our lips meet as I turn so that I can put one leg across his hips. He is tentative at first as he slides his arms under my shirt taking his time before he lifts it over my head undoing my bra next. It's the only time I let his lips leave mine as he turns into me I can feel his body pressed up against mine.  I wrap my arms around him and dig my hand into the hair at the nape of his neck.  He moans into my mouth which sets me ablaze I dip my mouth to the inside of his neck lapping my tongue along the space on his neck between his ear lobe and his shoulder.  He cups my breast in his hands then lowers his mouth to cover one of my nipples licking and nibbling.  I lay onto my back as a groan escapes my lips while he sucks and caresses my other breast.

With him on top of me now I can feel how hard he is.  I reach for the bulge pushing from his shorts running my hand along feeling him getting rock hard.  It's like he can't take it anymore he's sliding his shorts off then mine in what seems like one motion. He pauses for a moment looking me in the eyes I nod a little and he's reaching for the condom in the nightstand.  He slips it down his length then lowers himself into me keeping his eyes locked on mine looking for any signs of hesitation or regret.  He won't find any as the moment he enters me I feel nothing but ecstasy.  He's moving slowly in and out of me kissing me while whispering my name over and over.  I have my arms around his back taking him all in when suddenly my nails dig in his back as I feel a heat burn throughout me and I know I'm nearing my undoing. His pace quickens telling me he's on his way when I feel a spasm inside of me we both reach our climax as I breath out his name in pure pleasure.

He lowers himself gently off of me laying on his back then pulls me into his side reassuring me of his not wanting to ever let me go. We are both breathing heavy, sweat beading in a light layer on our bodies but it feels amazing. I hear the snap of the condom being removed and he tosses it into the bin next to the bed. Then he looks at me trying to decipher what I am feeling so I smile the absolute biggest smile I can manage. He laughs then apologizes but I'm laughing too.