His [COMPLETED]

09

"Hey princess, hindi ka parin ba kumakain?"

"Sh*t the fuck up." I growled.

"Shh, I'm just worried. You didn't eat all day." He carassed my face and I flinch away.

"GET THE F*CK AWAY FROM ME YOU PSYCHO!" I shouted. He looked hurt, but the hell I care? "I don't love you and I never will Samuel!" I angrily said.

F*cking hell! I can't believe he's my boss. I should've known right from the start how weird he was. Lalo na yung kabastosan niyang ginawa sa kaniyang office. Ano ba naman kasing nasa utak ng taong ito? Is he in the right mind? If he really loves me, he won't put me in this hellish place in the first place.

I know there's something wrong in my boss ever since I laid my eyes on him, but I never thought he is this kind of crazy!

"How could you say you love me and treat me like this? Tao ba ako sa paningin mo?" I bit my lower lip in order to stop the tears.

Again. Damn tears.

"Honey, I don't regret killing every man that touched, talked, and laughed with you. Ako ang nauna. Ako lang dapat."

Bumigat ang damdamin ko and a question crossed my mind. Lumakas ang tibok ng aking dibdib. Could it be...?

"Did you also...killed those three people?" Nanginginig kong tanong. Please say no. Please say no. Please say no.

"Hmm, I did. I also took a little bit taste of their flesh, it's bland do you know that?" Kumuha siya ng isang platong kanin mula sa rice cooker na nasa ibaba ng higaan, pagkatapos ay kumuha siya ng kutsara at tinidor sa cabinet na nasa aking harapan.

"You did...what.." Parang may kung ano sa aking lalamunan. Nahihirapan akong magsalita. Wala akong lakas. Nanghihina ako sa bawat salitang kaniyang binibitawan.

"Ate a flesh? I did. But I don't get it." Lumapit ito sa aking tabi at nilagay ang kanin sa may study table na katabi ng aking hinihigaan. I am tied again by the hands and my feet.

If this is my fate then I'd rather die.

"They taste bland. Wala namang espesyal sa kanila." He pulled a knife out from his pocket and I started to panic. Basing from this guy's words, I know he would kill me if he want to. He's crazy.

"Why do you like them? But you freaked out when we were talking alone." Ani neto habang pinipeel ang apple na kinuha niya rin mula sa kaniyang bulsa ng coat.

"Answer me, Miss De Leon." Seryoso ang mukha neto.

"I-I- it's because you're crazy! Ano ba ang p-pinagsasasabi mo!? They did nothing to me while you tried to kiss me and now heto ako, getting tied up by your crazy tricks! Mahal mo ako? Ganito ka ba magmahal? Kung ganun nalang sana- sana hindi na kita niligtas na noon! I hope you died getting beat up! You fvcki-mmmpp!" Pinutol niya ang aking pinagsasasabi ng bigla niya akong halikan. I keep bitting his lipa but he wouldn't stop. I can taste his blood in my mouth and I wanted to puke.

Napaiyak ako.

Maya maya ay tumigil na nga ito.

He cupped my face with his big hands and leaned very close in my face, "Sweetheart, your face doesn't suit what's going out in your mouth." His mouth is full of blood ngunit parang wala lang ito sa kaniya.

"Go to hell!" I gritted my teeth but his smile didn't even falter.

"Sweetheart, if tasting your lips means I'm going to hell I'd kill satan and rule inferno."

"You're crazy.."

"...it's your fault. I love you Safahara."

"You killed three innocent people! You killed them in FRONT of me. If that's what you call love then leave me out of it. F*cker." I raised my middle finger even though he won't see it dahil ang lapit niya sa aking mukha, "Kill me instead."

He finally gave up and sighed at my resort. He stood up and looked down at me, "I'll leave the food here. Eat it if you're hungry okay?" He smiled and left. I heard the door being locked which made me hopeless. My hands are tied in CHAINS. Holy shit.

I wonder what day today is. Or what time. I'm in this dark room with no windows. Just a f*cking door with one dimmy light.

God, why is this happening? Why me? Out of all people, bakit ako pa?

I just want a happy life.

I remembered also when I was a kid, when I was kidnapped this also happened. Chained and scared. With that sick bastard.

Bakit ba ganito ang mga tao? They're so cruel. Ruining people's life for their selfish desires.

Sa sobrang pagod ko ay di ko namalayan na nakatulog pala ako. I slept without eating. When I woke up, this bastard is staring down at me. I'm still naked and he scans my whole body as if it's a normal thing to do.

"Tell me..." I uttered, "Who called me that day..when someone broke in my house. Kaboses ni Tyrone, pero impossible kasi the news said he was dead three days. Tell me, who was it." I continued.

"It was me. It's part of my plan."

"Pero ka boses mo.." I halted. Sa ka high tech ng henerasyon ngayon, why didn't I think of that? Voice changer. Of course.

That's why he's not answering any text or any calls from me.

"Go to hell." I spat at him. He smirked, "If going to hell means holding you like this," I squealed when he put his hands in my waist, "If loving you is my ticket to hell, I would love to go but you can't escape from me Safahara, we were made for each other. Kahit saang sulok ng mundo o dimensyon, I will find you and will always do anything for you to be mine. Akin ka lang." He started molesting me and I feel disguted. Napapikit nalang ako upang tiisin ito dahil wala akong magawa.

This love he keeps on talking about is not the love I want to feel. If ever God is real, please help me. Please. I don't want to repeat my past suffering again. Gusto ko ng sumuko, parang wala ng rason para lumaban.

Ngunit kung totoo man ang Diyos, sana ay bigyan niya ako ng lakas because I'm still hoping foe a glimmer of light. Kahit konti lang, kahit maliit na pag-asa. Please give me.