Living With The Boss

Chapter 15

About four months has past and the girls are so sweet, they've both started sucking their thumbs and are such quiet babies. They hardly cry, except for times when they are tired or have dirty diapers and i'm taking abit too long to feed or bathe them. Daniel has been a huge help and well his been doing some things that he really doesn't have to do, like running my a bath while i feed the girls or insisting that i take naps while he cooks. I've explained that the girls are his responsibility, not me but he just keeps saying that i'm their mom and if i'm happy, they'll be happy or something like that.

My mom and dad has come by to visit and stay over 3 months ago they only stayed for 2 weeks and Daniel and I shared a room because I needed to maintain the story I had told my mom. Daniel was so sweet to them whilst they were over, he never tried to kiss me but has rubbed my back and cuddle with me at night. When they left he insisted that I stayed in his room or that he'd sleep in mine with me to be closer to the girls if I'd like.

Matt and Sam came to a movie night last month and I really enjoyed how much they'd gotten along with Daniel, i thought they were just being nice since it was his place but after they suggested staying over for the weekend, I knew the liked him.

I've spoken to him about me and the girls moving. I mean this apartment of his isn't exactly child proof or child friendly. I want the girls to be able to play in a back yard with the flowers that were planted or in the pretty green grass.

Also, it was becoming confusing for me because we were acting like a family and although we had the girls, him and I weren't a couple.

I'm sure that i've put a damper on his love life or sex life and i really don't want to play house with someone who would later grow to resent knocking me up. His agreed to revisit the topic in a few weeks, after i've checked some homes out. Ofcause he insisted on buying the place since i told him i was thinking about quitting my job at his company. I'd first have to secure another one.

I just felt that returning to work after staying in his house and having to share the girls with him would be too much for me. I would find it difficult to maintain a professional relationship with him. We'd already crossed so many boundaries and his seen two kids come out of me. It wouldn't be the same.

His been working for the past two months already but hasn't stayed at the penthouse since the girls were born. I suppose he wanted to be a present figure in their lives so i've been thinking of a co-parenting situation. I hate the idea of them being passed between two homes but well i can't exactly stand in the way of Daniel's rights to be a good father and well his really been so good with the girls.

Sometimes I'd walk in on one of his moments with them. His been singing to the girls when he lulls them to sleep and honestly, the realization that i didn't even know that he sang reminds me of just how little i actually know him. I don't regret having the girls or anything but i kinda do wish that i'd gotten to know him abit better first.

"I'm just going to get more wine." Ziya (Daniels sister) said. She's been visiting every chance that she gets it seems, i think that fact that we've named the girls after her still has her on a high. She's become a really good friend to me over these few months.

Currently her kids are taking a nap with the girls. Her 3 year old daughter Lilly is so fascinated with the girls, i suppose it's because her brother Luke is a year older than her. "I think i'll get some more juice." I said as i followed her from the lounge to the kitchen. "So Zack is back home tomorrow and we're having a dinner party tomorrow evening. I'm not sure if Daniel told you but Zack is just dying to meet his brother's kids and well my parents would drive down here and pick you up themselves if you don't show up." "But i don't want to intrude on family time." I said. "You're family, you're the mother of my nieces and besides, the girls are still too little to come with Daniel alone." "That's true but i'm not dressing up." I retorted. "You definitely don't have too, you're wearing track pants and still look like you could be in some magazine. I can't even believe you gained no weight after giving birth. Do you even know how much work i put in to look like this?" At that i had to laugh, "That's bull and you know it but thanks for the compliment."