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⚠️What do you feel? ⚠️

⚠️ NSFW WARNING⚠️
There will be some "sexy" scenes from this point on so good luck😅🫣

Atsushi's pov
What did he mean by "the longer it takes to soothe the pain depends on how fast I go"? What did he exactly mean by that? Then Akutagawa bent down and gave me a slight kiss on my lips. He backed off and looked at me. He then put his hand in my forehead and squinted his eyes.
"Looks like we will have to go a little further."
"A LITTLE FURTHER!!!!"
Then Akutagawa grabbed my pants and yanked them down.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING AKUTAGAWA!!!!!"
"I have to ease the pain remember?"
"IS THIS YOUR IDEA OF EASING THE PAIN!?!"
Akutagawa then bent down and pulled my underwear down and grabbed my member. He then put his mouth closer to it and said "well, that's the plan".

He then kissed the tip and licked it. Aaa~
I couldn't hold back my voice at all. With my hands tied back with Rashomon I couldn't cover my mouth to try and hold back my voice. Akutagawa suddenly stopped and looked up at me. He then put his hand on his face trying to cover his red blushing cheeks.

It was as red as a erupting volcano.
"Release my hands pls."
"Sorry I can't do that."
Trust me I didn't want to have to do this to you, but the Poison Heart killers Poison isn't giving me much of a choice.
"Why not just let me die?"
Akutagawa removed his hand from his face and my member as soon as I replied. He then grabbed me face and pulled it towards him as he brought his slightly towards mine.
"Don't you EVER say that again, you hear me?"
YOU HEAR ME!!!
"I won't say it ever again."
Sorry.
Then a small drop of water fell onto my face. It wasn't just any water from a leak in the ceiling, it was Akutagawa's tears slowly falling onto my face. He was so sad, but why? What made him so sad?
"Atsushi I think I may-"
"May what?"
"Never mind."
Akutagawa then untied my hands and just stood there still crying. I then put both of my hands on his face and kissed him. Akutagawa stood the in shock.
"Wha-"
"You said that this was the only way to ease the pain so carry on."
Akutagawa's face lit up after I had said that. He then turned his attention back to my member. He began licking it and stroking it up and down. Thankfully my hands were untied now so I could hold back my moans, but that didn't last long.

Akutagawa then turned me around so I was laying on my stomach. He also tied my hands back with Rashomon again. Akutagawa then grabbed a bottle out of his nightstand drawer.
"Akutagawa wha, what's tha, that?"
"It's ti help "loosen" you."
WHAT!!!! WHAT DID HE MEAN BY "LOOSEN"!?! Then suddenly a cold liquid poured onto my ass.
*Hick!!*
Akutagawa stood there silently after her the noise I had just made. Oh gosh did he just hear that?! He definitely heard that there is no doubt in my mind that-
"Hahahaha"
Why was Akutagawa laughing?!?
"Oh Jinko that was an adorable noise you just made right now."
I couldn't tell if I was blushing but I think I was more redder than a newly ripe tomato. Akutagawa then let go of Rashomon and I covered my face from embarrassment.

I was then flipped over onto my back while my hands were pulled away by Akutagawa.
"You know, even though I'm supposed to kill you in six months cause of our promise, I'd rather keep you alive."
"What kind of corny bullshit is that?"
Akutagawa's eyes widened in surprise that I actually cussed at him.
"What's with that face?!"
"You, you just cussed at me?"
"Is there a problem with me cussing?"
"We'll you have never cussed at someone before, so it surprised me."
Aren't you Dazai's "little angel"?
An angel who doesn't kill anybody?
"First off, who the fuck said I was Dazai's little angel, and second I killed someone when I was little!?"
(This is past the Dead Apple movie)

"Oh yeah, the guy with the long white hair and the sense of style right?"
"Yes, that's him."
"Okay~"
"Okay wha-!?"
A sudden sensation filled my body making it fill full. It hurt, but it felt so good. I looked down at Akutagawa to see what happened when I noticed he placed his member in me. The whole time we were talking he was doing that!?!
Akutagawa pulled out and plunged back in. Back and forward and back and forward over and over again. Every time he thrusted into me a pulse, no, a surge of energy rushed through my body.