A Forgotten Memory (Liam Payne Fan Fiction) Under Editing

Chapter 29

{Liam's POV}

The entire ride back from the hospital I held Hale in my arms as she cried. She's been crying ever since we got into the car. She didn't want the paps to catch her crying and make up rumours, like the baby has a disease or is deformed. Once we started driving her tears rolled down her cheeks in streams. I hate seeing her like this, I want to cry with her but I have to be strong. If she sees me crying then she'll think I can't be strong for her.

When we arrived at the tour bus Hale wiped away her tears and walked in with me. Once we reached the top step all the boys, Mandy, and Izzie jumped out yelling "Surprise!" Over them was a banner that says congratulations am there were baby shower decorations of rattles, teddy bears, and ducks.

My head quickly turned to Hale and tears were falling again. "Awe she's crying happy tears!" Niall exclaimed as I wrapped my arms around Hale. "Those aren't tears if joy Ni." Mandy said softly. I rubbed circles into Hale's back as her sobs became silent and she pulled away. "I'll tell the girls, you tell the boys." Hale said to me in almost a whisper. I nodded and watched her and the girls walk into the room with our beds.

"What's wrong Li? Is the baby okay? Is it a girl or boy?" Louis rambled questions as I sat down in the couch. The boys followed on suit. Niall on my left, Harry on my right, Louis and Zayn sitting on the coffee table in front of the couch. "We went to ultra sound and they searched for the baby but they didn't find it." I stated as the tears started to fall down my cheeks.

I rested my head in my hands as Harry rubbed large then small circles into my back with his hand. "Liam what do you mean by they didn't find it?" Zayn asked with concern and worry in his voice. I picked my head up and looked him in the eyes saying "It was a miscarriage. The baby is gone." His eyes filled with tears then I felt four pairs in arms wrap around me.

When they pulled away all of them had tear streaks stained on their cheeks. Everyone got attached to this baby. Niall wanted to teach the baby how to play guitar once it was old enough. Louis wanted to teach it football (British football). Harry wanted to help it with singing. Zayn wanted to do it's hair. And Mandy and Izzie wanted to take it shopping.

"Are you okay mate?" Niall asked me. I'm not okay, this hurts a lot. This baby was going to be apart of our big family, I already love it. But now it's gone. Doesn't exist. I miss it so much. And now we have to tell everyone about the miscarriage, Max, Andy, my sisters, my parents, Hale's mum, and the fans. "Yeah, I'm fine." I lied through my teeth. "I'm going to talk to Hale. Will you guys please take this stuff down?" They all nodded as I walked over to the bedroom area.

{Hale's POV}

Once we entered the bedroom area Mandy and Izzie both engulfed me into a group hug. Neither of them know what's wrong yet but they're still so caring. If the baby were to exist and was a girl I probably would've named it Mandy Isabella Payne or Isabella Mandy Payne. Yes, I would've had the babies last name to be Payne.

Just thinking about the baby made my tears fall even harder. "What's wrong love?" Mandy asked when they pulled away. That's one thing I love about Mandy, she talks as if she's British but keeps her American accent. "Can we sit before I tell you?" I asked and they both instantaneously sat on the floor. I meant on the beds, but the floor is okay to.

"So I'm just going to get to the point. The baby is..." I trailed off as a stray tear rolled down my cheek. "It's okay chickie. You can tell us." Izzie assured me. I gave her a questioning look as she said chickie but I shrugged it off. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes then said "The baby is gone. We had a miscarriage." Neither of them said anything so I opened my eyes to see them in tears.

"We're so sorry Haley!" Mandy sobbed then wrapped me into a hug. "We will be here for you the entire time!" Izzie added then joined our hug.

We cried into each others arms until there was a knock on the door. Izzie pulled away as Mandy and I continued to hug. "Can I talk to Hale?" I heard Liam's voice ask. Izzie didn't say anything, so she probably nodded. "C'mon Mandy. Lets give them privacy." Izzie instructed. I left Mandy's arms leave from around me then heard the bedroom door open and close.

Liam sat down beside me but didn't talk. I left my eyes up to his and notice they're bloodshot. "I miss it." Liam stated quietly. I had to bite my lip so I wouldn't cry. His eyes are full of sadness and tears, it's taking all I can not to cry. I bit down on my lip even harder to stop the tears but now I'm starting to taste blood. "I-I-I" Was all I could get out before Liam wrapped his arms around me.

I let the tears fall freely into Liam's shoulder. "You can cry." I spoke into his shoulder but it came out mumbled because of his shoulder. Moments later of Liam thinking I heard his soft sobs into my shoulder.

We cried into each others shoulders until I heard Liam laughing. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes. Why is his laughing. I wiped away my tears and gave Liam a 'what?' look. "Do you remember when we watched Toy Story 3 in the cinema and once we got home we cried into each others shoulders for an hour because we were to embarrassed to cry in the cinema?" I thought back to the memory and started laughing along with him.

After laughing for a few minutes we finally calmed down. "Together." Liam said out of the blue. I furrowed my eyebrows together and looked at him. He chuckled then added "We've gone through so much. And we're going to get through this...together." A smile crept across my lips as I kissed him. "I love you Hale." He whispered against my lips when I pulled away. "I love you to Liam."