XILUVA

Chapter five

Des:can i come in?
Me:what are you doing here?how did you know where to find me?
Des:i followed you from campus. I need to talk to you.
Me:what's there to talk about?
Des:us.
Me:there's no us.
Des:there is. Where have you been?
Me:where was i supposed to be? I was at home. You beed to leave.
Des:I wouldn't have dated Eve if i knewyou were real. She told me that she just used a fake name on Facebook andall those pictures. I believed her. But you've always known my intentions with you. You know I love you. I can leave her for you. I am going to stop this wedding. I will notmarry her. Just say yes. I need you in my life.
Me:stop the wedding?
Des:yes. So that Me and you can be together. We can do this. We can get married. Like how i always told you.
Me:you know Desmond... maybe if it was a year ago i would have said yes. I came here with only one intention. To hurt Evidence for everything that she's done to me. I wanted everything in her life to fall. Maybe i would have said yes then. But not now. I met some people who showed me that revenge is not the way. What happened happened. There was a reason you met her instead of me. Maybe it wouldn't have worked out between us.  Don't stop the wedding because of me. You had a reason for asking her to marry you.
Des:but you are the one i love!
Me:then why are you with her?
Des:i didn't know you exist. I love you.
Me:i don't love you Desmond. You have to leave now.
Des:i will not stop trying.

I closed the door afterhe left. Desmond arriving here was a surprise to me. I didnt expect to see him here. I didnt even think that he'd find me or even recognize me. His presence got me thinking a lot. I even forgot that Luyolo wanted us to go somewhere. I only remembered when he called saying he's downstairs.

Luyolo:are you okay?
Ne:yes babe. I'm okay. Where are we going?
Luyolo:we are going to buy groceries and furniture for my house.
Me:you're moving in?
Luyolo:I'll move in next week. Would you like to move in with me?
Me:we are moving too fast don't you think?
Luyolo:no. But i will wait for you until you're ready.

I'm 21 and he's 22 and he already wants us to move in together. He works a good job but how will i contribute to our living expenses? I send my mother money every month and then I'd have to contribute with him again. I can't manage to do that.

We got to the mall and bought groceries first then went to furniture shops. Rich people. The furniture he bought I'm sure i would have bought three things on a price of one thing. Who buys couches for R20+ thousands? I would have biught couches, kitchen unit and a big plasma tv with that money! Not to mention the appliances. He changed everything that i chose and took expensive once. It's nice to have money. You get whatever you want. But what puzzles ne is why he's moving out though. At 22 i will still be living with my motger! I swear i would miss her every hour. His house has built-in kitchen units so when we arrived i packed away the food. Then when the furniture arrived the delivery people helped him pack the furniture. We also bought curtains and we put them together. Then packed his clothes in the closet. I actually did everything with him.

Luyolo:this other side is for you when you move in. You will pack everything here.
Me:mmh. You have a beautiful house babe.
Luyolo:but you're the most beautiful thing i see here.

If i was light skinned my cheeks would be pink because of blushing. He looks at me smiling.

Me:what?
Luyolo:you're beautiful my flower.

He kissed me. I love his kisses. They make me feel some things that are foreign to me. He trails kills over my neck and moves back to my chin. He looks at me with his red and small eyes. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him. I felt him trying to take off my t-shirt. I put my arms up as he took it off then my bra and pants followed after that. He pushed me to the bed then took off his clothes too. He came on top of me then took my underwear off. I felt his tip trying to enter and i moved a bit.
Luyolo:I'll be gentle.