Tough life tougher love

Finding Dr Nagel

During the night I couldn't sleep at all so I got up and stepped over Bucky who was sleeping on the floor as he wanted to be close to me so refused the couch, I made my way to the kitchen however I notice a light on in Sam's room so I knocked the door. "Come in" he whispered but loud enough for me to hear him I popped my head in "just me." His face lights up as I walk in and he stands up and walks over to me. "Pequeña ave how glad I am to see you." He pulled me in and kissed me I pushed him away "Sam I just got broken up with can we just talk?" I asked a little worried "yeah of course little bird and nice PJs" we both look down and start laughing. "Thanks."

"So what do you want to talk about pequeña ave?" I looked down and started playing with my thumbs he took my hand and I immediately felt at ease "can we take it slow and start with being friends, getting to know each other I know we had an amazing time on the plane but can we go slow." I become anxious again and my hands start to shake, he starts to rub them with his thumb "pequeña ave of course we can come here want to sleep in here tonight we could watch a movie." I cuddle him he kisses the top of my head, "depends what movie do you want to watch?" I look at him, he gets up and picks up a DVD and puts it up and gives me the case "the shining really Sam?" He smiled at me "really you scared of a little horror movie, don't worry pequeña ave I will protect you." He smiled he sat down on the sofa and put his arm around me.

Watching the movie I snuggled into Sam's shoulder, I buried my head into it every time something scary happened Sam looked at me pulling me closer to protect me, I fell asleep on his shoulder he carried me onto his bed kissing my head and tucking me in before taking a blanket and going to lay on the couch. I was awoken in the morning by Bucky yelling I was scared and hid I hated when people yell. Sam wakes up and sees the distress on my face and runs to the bed  "hey sssh it's ok pequeña ave he won't hurt you, you know that" he pulled me in for a hug and covered my ear and put my head on his chest for me to listen to his heart. "Bucky what the hell are you yelling about?" Sam said loud enough for Bucky to hear but not scare me anymore. "Where is Hope I got up and she and Zemo are gone." He shouted, "Hope's in here with me as for Zemo I haven't a clue, now shut the fuck up you are scaring her."

Bucky comes into the room "sorry bubbles forgot about you hating yelling I was just scared that's all, I got up you weren't there." He walks over takes my hand and smiled at me I let Sam go and hug him. "I see everyone is up get dressed we are leaving in 10." Zemo appeared behind Bucky. "Hope may I speak to you in private before we go," the guys look at me "I suppose I'm going to get changed you can come and sit in my room as I change in the restroom." He nodded and walked behind me getting into the room I walk to the bathroom with my clothes but he stops me as I get to the door. "You forgot something my love unlike your brother, your trigger words still work." My heart sunk I knew what was coming "lyubovʹ(love), molitʹsya(pray), devyatʹ(nine)" "please don't do this." I cried trying to get in the bathroom he continued "boyets(fighter), zoloto(gold), vorobey(sparrow)." "Zemo please you don't need to do this." I plead "rzhavyy(rusted) ocharovaniye(charm), brat(brother), smertʹ(death) sodalt? (solider)?" I look at him with a bland stare "gotov vypolnit (ready to comply)ʹ" I finish getting dressed as he gives me my orders "you are going to listen to me and pretend to be you and you will not remember what happened last night as, love we are engaged to be married." I nodded kissing his cheek.

We walk downstairs "you ok sis?" I look at him "yes brother me and Zemo are just trying to start again, Sam look what I said last night we are never going to be more than friends." I looked at him and seen his face drop "Zemo is my life." I smile at him everyone looks confused "let's go he's at storage container 4261 now we are leaving." We all went on foot "I will keep look out you 4 go inside." Zemo walks in first and pushed on a wall and it opened a secret container "Hope stay beside me love." I simply nodded and we head in we see a man sitting at a desk "Dr Nagel I presume why are you producing the serum and how did you even get the formula?" He turned round and tried to run but Bucky grabbed him pushed him to a chair "she asked you a question." He growled "I was asked by the CIA before everyone including me disappeared, when I came back it was a no go anymore so I came here and it was in high demand, I got the formal from a successful solider 4992." My face dropped "so it was my blood? All these new super soldiers are due to me?" I cried Sharon came in we need to leave soon "napadeniye vorobʹya (sparrow attack)" Zemo said I shot him through the head just before an explosion happened.

Zemo left and took care of some people outside "Hope are you ok?" Sam lifted me up "I'm fine thanks Sam." I stand and give him a kiss on the cheek, he looked at me with a puzzled look "let's get out of here" he helps me out and shoots the guys around us, once everyone was dead Zemo pulls up in a car "get in come on." I get in the front as Sam and Bucky back "Sharon?" She shakes her head "I will meet you guys later I have things to do." I nod and feel Zemo's hand on my thigh "you ok honey?" He leaned over and kissed me "my beautiful princess I am so proud of you and have a surprise for you when we get back." He smirked at me. "I can't wait baby" he kisses me again "enough can we please go now? I don't want see that." I turned round and glare at Sam "shut it asshole no one asked you to look." Zemo laughed and started the car.