Tough life tougher love

Under control

I wake up covered in wires "green bean, Tin man, pechenʹye what's going on why am I hooked up to all these machines?" They stop what they were doing and stare at me "pequeña ave? You remember me you got knocked out and couldn't remember anyone, you punched me in the face nearly braking my nose." I look down feeling horrible I hurt him "I'm so sorry honey," he pulls me in and kisses my head "it's ok baby." I look up and see that Tony is laughing "what you laughing at tin can?" Bruce smiles and chuckles a little and so does Sam "bird man here got off a little lightly," I raised my brow and look at Sam "you dislocated Steve's shoulder by throwing him over to your shoulder." I burst out laughing but also feeling a little guilty "well I ain't apologising for that ." Sam kisses my head and holds me closer "maybe you should pequeña ave, maybe you will as he is letting you go," I smile and kiss him "how is he letting me go?" Sam looks at Tony before answering, Tony nods as he knows it will make me happy "he signed the divorce paper for us." I look down feeling guilty we couldn't talk to him about it he deserved at least that. "I can't find anything in your blood work to suggest the memory loss was long term you can join the others. I get off the bed and we join the others, the jet takes off and Sam slips his hand in mine, I fake smile at him something isn't right, I have a hatred but also so much love for him whatever they injected me with wasn't just a sedative like Bruce says.

"Bubs, Bubs? BUBBLES" I snapped out of my thoughts as Bucky tapped on my knee, "mmhmm?" He stares at me, can he tell something is different "we are home come on" he held out his hand "where's Sam and the others?" He looks at me " They are inside come on we can join them," he smiled pulling me up "sorry solider I have other plans," shocked he didn't have enough time to react to me knocking him out. "Hail hydra" I tied him up and started up the jet and flew off. Mid flight Bucky woke up "bubbles? What's going on?" I turn to him and stare at him blankly "doing my mission bringing the solider home," Bucky's face has a look of terror on it, I see him trying to reach something "no point looking for the tracker I broke it the precious avengers won't find you." I laughed but had a strong feeling of guilt, I sat back down in the pilot seat my back towards him. "Bubbles, Hope this isn't you they are your family as well like I am, what's gotten into you? What do mean bringing their solider back sis?" I ignore his questions feeling guilty "HOPE ANSWER ME!" I jumped which nearly caused us to crash "pravda, Dzheyms, my mozhem razbitʹsya (really James we could have crashed.)"

I land the jet in a field "now we walk as I don't want to be tracked come solider," he looks at me "not without telling me first." I look at him "I am the one who gives orders but fine I will play your game hydra want you back, bringing you back is my mission winter solider, Pierces lovely daughter Rachel is expecting us." I look down at him and realise he was on a call "you stupid fool, are you trying to get me killed." I take the phone and smash it on the floor "now get up" I pull him up and drag him from the plane, "forgot you were always stronger than me, I will comply and walk myself if you untie me?" I stopped "any funny business James I will kill you," he nods, I untie him and continue walking, after a few yards my head starts killing me "fuck" I collapse to my knees praying it will pass. "Hope, what is it?" He comes down beside "my head it's like a fight between me and winter sparrow, I thought she was inactivated in Wakanda?"

Bucky looks at me confused "winter sparrow? The injection what the fuck was in it, look come with me back home and we will help you." I stare a blankly  at him "my home is hydra keep walking Soldat (soldier)" I walk ahead of him when I feel a knock to my head. "I'm sorry sis but we are going back I need to find out how they got back into your head." He lifts my unconscious body back into the jet and asks Jarvis to fly us home and to alert the others the problem and we where in our way home. As the jet flys home Bucky sits beside me stroking my hair "this is all my fault I shouldn't have let you come." I groan "it's not you fault Tank, what happened?" He explained what happened "omg I am so sorry, why me how have they got a hold on me now." He shrugged "need to ask Tony sis, maybe he can do a body scan." The plane lands and everyone runs outside "we need to lock her up," a blonde woman  says "she is a danger god she even tried to take her brother to fucking hydra."

I look down knowing she's right and everyone was more likely be on her side, a shadow goes over my face "no it wasn't her, she did it to me I forgive her so you are not locking her up" Bucky was standing in-front of me Sam, Loki, Thor and Tony joined him "I kinda agree I don't know the girl Carol but I know what it's like to be under control." I smile at her "look lock me up, I am a danger to everyone so lock me up I don't care I just don't want to hurt the ones I love." I step out of the way and hold my arms out  "please just do it" I'm now sobbing not wanting to hurt anyone. "That won't be necessary, Tony get her seen to see what's controlling her, Steve, James, Sam take her to the lab Bruce is already there." They nod and walk with me to the lab "lay down Hope we can run a scan." I do as I'm told and lay there as a machine scans from head to toe. The machine beeped "when will I know the results?" Bruce looks at me "emm we found the problem, look here there's a chip in your brain they must have put it in the sedative that's how they can control you," I just stare at him pondering what to say. "So lock me up, only thing you can do I'm dangerous I can't control it."