With Your Love

Chapter 36

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Chapter 36

The highly anticipated Niall’s Point of View~

I turned down the volume down on my iPhone, the music cutting off. The room as silent as I looked over at the alarm clock, its green numbers glowing in the darkness. It only 5 in the morning and guess who hasn’t slept a wink? Oh yeah me. You want to know why? Because I’m a fu*king douche that’s why. Honestly, I have no idea what I’m doing, all I know is that I need to end what I started with Valerie. There are just too many damn complications and I know she doesn’t feel the same anymore. I made a mistake coming back to her house to confuse her more, but I needed to work things out for our friendship. However, honestly, I was just love sick. I wanted her, needed her, but I couldn’t have her. It didn’t make sense and the more sense I tried to make of it, I was going nowhere. I just have a really bad headache and a full bladder.

I’m done trying to figure out with Valerie and I, I can’t have her simple as that. I got of the bed and made my way over to the bathroom. The hallway was dimly lit, but gladly, I remembered where the bathroom was. My hand was just about to reach over to the door knob, but it flew open to reveal the girl that was making my life so very complicated.

Valerie was wearing an electric blue, V-neck T-shirt that hugged her perfectly in all the right places. Underneath she was wearing nothing but a pair of black panties. My eyes shot back to hers immediately not wanting to stare. Once she noticed that she was a bit exposed, she close the door ever so slightly, and hiding her beautiful body behind it.

“I’m not very much dressed so don’t look.” Valerie’s voice said from behind the door. I took in a long breath as I tried to figure out why she was sad. I heard it in her voice, it was distant, strained as if she had been crying. Anger boiled through my veins as I wanted to punch anyone who made Valerie cry.

Maybe you made her cry you dimwit.

Shut up stupid conscious you’re not very nice.

What if she was crying over me? Why would she? I didn’t do anything to her!

“My eyes are closed.” I said quietly as I heard the door open and Valerie walked out. Okay so maybe I lied, my eyes weren’t closed all the way, but come on. Could you blame me? Valerie had a stunning figure and my hormones very much liked her lack of clothing at the moment. I watched her slim figure walk down the hallway and into her own room. I ran my hand through my hair angrily as I let out a deep breath.

“Niall?” I heard a small voice ask. I turn to see Jacob looking at me with big green innocent eyes.

“Yes Buddy?” I ask bending down to his height.

“Why was Valerie crying?” He asked his voice quite. I straightened my posture a bit as the thought sank in. She had been crying. If she was sad, why hadn’t she told me? We told each other everything, and this was no exception.

“I’m not sure.” I said my voice hard.

“Ok.” Jacob said turning around and going inside the guest room.

“Wait, Jacob?” I called after him.

“Yeah?” He said turning around.

I clear my throat a bit before looking at him with hopeful eyes “Do you know why Valerie is sad?”

He shook his sleepy head, his hair falling and covering his eyes.

“Okay, well, good night.” I told him.