A Different Kind of Love

Chapter 16

*jacobs pov*

I couldn't stop thinking about her. about her lips. about her smile. about her touch. everything was so surreal when she was around. she was like an angel watching over me except she hated my guts.

I woke up from a dream where Mahogany and Alyssa ended up fighting for me. along with my best friend Bea Miller.

Bea and I have been best friends for as long as I could remember. she always got along with me and I always got along with her. the one thing that did not click, was her and my other best friend Rachel.

Rachel is my 17 year old best friend who lives back in Knoxville with me. we met in school when I was doing homework and she said "nice hoodie." since then, we've always been like brother and sister.

people have always shipped me with both Bea and Rachel but to be honest, I don't see myself with either of them only because I've told them so many things and I'm afraid they have judged me for it. also, I'm so close to them and if we break up, it would just ruin our friendship. both of them are so amazingly beautiful but like I said, I can't see myself with either of them.

anyways, I woke up after having this dream and I was actually happy that happened. I know that makes me sound like a terrible person but it's true! having the two people in fucking in love with fighting over me, now that's something I wanna see.

Grant walked into my room with a perfect girl standing to his left side. he smiled and said,

"good morning jacob. here, I want you to meet my friend Lauren Jauregui. you may know her from the band Fifth Harmony. I just wanted you to meet her before you go on tour with them."

that's right! I was going on tour with them! I totally forgot. I also remembers that Mahogany would be there. great! just what I need....more time with the person who fucking hates my guts more than anyone in the world except for her "LOX Smiths."

ever since what happened between Mahogany and I, I've gotten so much hate from her whole fandom. I've lost a ton of followers too because of what I did. I honestly feel terrible. I've gotten tweets saying I'm a man whore and a male prostitute. I already feel terrible enough but I don't need more shit in my life at the moment.

"so Lauren, how are you?" I just decided to snap out of the daze I was in when grant decided to leave.

"I'm great. how you are you?" she was gorgeous. she had red lipstick on, dark brown hair which was darker than dark chocolate, dark eyeshadow, and the most gorgeous hazel eyes ever.

"I've been better."

we ended up talking for over an hour and everything just seemed to fit into place. all I could think was 'hot damn' but that's what she was. she was so damn hot.

I couldn't think about anything for the rest of the day except Mahogany, Alyssa, and a little bit of Lauren. I mostly thought of the three words....fuck my life.

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alright I'm sorry this sucks and I haven't been updating but I've been so busy. let me fill you in on what's been happening.

I'm seeing jacob for the 6th time along with Shawn Mendes, Jack and Jack, r5, Sabrina carpenter, and 5th harmony for the third time. I just saw fifth harmony on March 10th and met mahogany. she liked my selfie with her on Instagram and retweeted my tweet.

also, I'm seeing Ed Sheeran in September and Fall Out Boy, Hoodie Allen, and Wiz Khalifa in July.

I'll update soon and make it interesting. make sure you leave feedback. ily

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