*Jacob's pov*
I couldn't sleep. I couldn't focus. My best friend just had a seizure and he's back in surgery. My mind was in a billion different places at once.
We all fell asleep except for Cameron. He couldn't even hold still. He was either shaking his leg or walking up and down the hallways.
"Cameron, he's going to be ok," I heard Hayes say to Cameron.
"No he won't. I went in his room to go talk to him and right when he saw me, he started shaking. This is all my fault. If I didn't go in for the second time, this wouldn't have happened."
"Cam, don't say that. He's going to be ok. Just think good thoughts," Mahogany chimed in.
"Hey Mahogany, can I talk to you outside?" I asked her.
"Ya sure. I'll be right back."
We walked outside until we found a nearby bench.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't think Nash is going to make it."
"Don't think like that baby. He's going to be alright. I'm here for you. He's going to make it."
"Ya but what if he doesn't? What if this is the end? The fans don't even know yet. They're probably worries sick because we were supposed to fly out today and we're going to end up missing the show tomorrow. The fans would be devastated if they found out that one of the main members is dead."
"Jacob, look, I love you but you and Cameron have to start thinking positively. It's not good. It just puts bad things into your head. Think good thoughts like he's going to make it."
"I love you Mahogany," I said while grabbing her arms and pulling her into a hug.
"I love you too baby."
We went back inside and we saw the others. Almost all of them looked terrified except for Taylor who was asleep.
"Have you guys heard anything yet?"
"Well the doctor said he would come in soon to update us on everything that's going on," Shawn replied.
"I hope it's good news," Cameron said.
"We all do," Aaron said quickly and nervously.
What felt like hours, finally the doctor came in with a clipboard and glasses looking very professional.
"Hello, it appears that Nash is still in surgery and he should be out any moment. They're almost positive that he'll be ok. He needs to wear an oxygen tube that goes through his nose for about a week and then after a week, someone will take him back here and we'll take it out." We all sighed in relief.
"Thank God!" Cameron yelled and everyone around us looked at us like we were crazy.
"Cameron, now you know to keep an eye on Nash since you're the one who always shares a room with him," Jack J said.
"Don't make him think that this is his fault," I said.
"It's none of our fault," Brent chimed in. He didn't say a word through any of this. He's never had a major relationship with Nash. He was barely even friends with him actually. They didn't hate each other, they just didn't talk.
A few minutes later, a nurse came in and told us that nah was out of surgery and he was in the recovery room.
"You guys can now go in and see him. One at a time please."
"Hayes, you can go in first this time," said Cameron.
"No man, you can go. You're the one who suffered the most."
"I don't know if I'll go in since he had a seizure last time. Remember that?"
"Ya but that wasn't your fault."
"You can go. I'll wait."
He walked away and we just sat in silence waiting for the news on Nash from Hayes.
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