Never going to escape

Choice

My eyes went back and forth as I stared at the bag of food, than at the collar. I was already collared, why would he need two? Robbie just stood there with a facial expression I knew all too well. It was the same facial expression he would make before a game, the same expression he'd make if he did something and gotten away with it.

"What is that?" I was still in need of something to drink so my voice barely was audible.

"It's food, despite your disrespect I decided to be nice enough to feed you" Robbie's tone was that of Sarcasm. I wanted to roll my eyes, but fought the urge.

I reached for the bag, but Robbie simply moved his hand away from my reach. I wanted nothing more than to rip him to pieces, he had the nerve to say I was being disrespectful. He isn't my father, he isn't a teacher, and what about what he's done? I was deprived of water, food, a shower.

"Robbie " I tried to call out, but my voice once again barley made any noise.

"You can't get something for nothing Seth, I'm here to make you a deal, to give you a choice. You interested?" Whatever it was that Robbie was thinking it couldn't of been good, but I nodded my head despite that,

"We can take off your Collar and give you this one, you will have full access of the house, but must ask my permission to go anywhere no matter what. If you want to leave or enter a room, you must tell me first. Otherwise I will be very angry with you and I will punish you, ok?"

My head was swarming, Ask permission? At what point was he going to snap into reality, I'm not his. I do not belong to him, I am held here despite my desires, but I'm not his. I'm not someone's property to just abuse and assault when they wanted. My emotions were at a mix between despair and Rage, I wanted to hurt Robbie, but at the same time I wanted to cry.

"Thirsty " I tried my best to hide the anger in my voice, but even with me barley making a sound Robbie heard it.

"Watch that tone Bitch" The way he said the word just made me want to scream, there was something hidden behind that word. He was saying it to remind me I was stuck here, I was in fact his "Bitch". I could have an attitude, I can be mad, but I was still his Bitch.

"Please" Robbie smiled at my desperation, He reached into the bad taking out a small water cup and handed it to me.

I grabbed at it before he could change his mind, I drank from the cup not caring if it was drugged or poisoned, it wasn't nearly enough. I stared at Robbie, he had that look in his eye. I knew that look all too well. Robbie had a sex drive of a rabbit, he was somehow getting turned on by me drinking water. I use to love these looks, the attention knowing he wanted me and me only, but I wasn't so naive anymore.

"Damn, your lips look soaked, you want some more?" First the look now his tone, Robbie's mind was clearly on one thing. He was Horny.

I knew all too well what that meant, normally if I wasn't in the mood Robbie would just stop his approach and let me be, but I knew all too well I couldn't say no despite how badly I wanted to.

I nodded my head in response to his question, which caused Robbie to frown.

"Nah, ask for more. I wanna here you ask me nicely for it,k? " I fucking hated his tone, almost as much as I hated him. I wasn't in the mood to be seduced or seductive. I wanted nothing more than to break free of my collar and kick his ass.

"Robbie, May I have some more" This time there was no hiding the anger in my voice as I asked for the water.

"Nah Bitch, beg me. Beg me like you really really want it and maybe I'll give it to you, but you gotta beg" That's where he had me fucked up at, than again I wasn't getting out of this situation.

I swallowed my pride, starring deep into Robbie's eyes. My voice was a bit better from the water I just gulped down, which made what I was about to do even more embarrassing. At least when I was thirsty my tone was muffled.

"Robbie, Daddy, May I please have more water? I really need it, so can you give it to me?" Robbie stared at me as if he wanted to rip off what remaining clothing I had.

"Fuck yes bae, you can have anything you want" Robbie announced as he handed me the bag. Inside was two burgers and another small cup of water.

I eat and drink happily, when I was finished I felt disgusting. I just begged my ex boyfriend for water,I called my ex boyfriend daddy. I swore I'd never do that again.

Robbie's placed his head onto my lap as I sat there thinking of a way out. He often did this when because I liked playing with his hair. Out of a sense of habit I did just that.

"So about this collar, if I put it on I just can't gotta ask you for permission to do the things I want?"

Robbie yawned softly before he looked up locking eyes with me. He smiled which broke my heart. I use to love that smile, I use to love moments like this. His head placed on my lap, me playing in his hair, the way he smelled. Now I hated him, his dumb long hair, his smell and this moment.

"Pretty much, but you have to promise me you will ask for permission. If you don't have permission the answer is no until you have it" His explanation was clear.

"A promise?" I knew all too well what the consequences of a broken promise meant to Robbie, yet once again I did the dumbest move ever.

"I promise"

Robbie leaped from my lap as if he was waiting eagerly for me to say those words, he sat back down, this time on my lap. He placed his arms around my neck fidgeting with the collar, seconds later I heard a popping sound and it was off. The collar that confined me down here was off, I was at a strength I could use to escape. Robbie's guard was down, now was the best time to attack and make a run for it.

" I love you" I gasped at Robbie's words, I moved my heard looking deep into his eyes searching for a hint of deception, but there wasn't any. He still loved me.

"Robbie?" Before I could question him I felt his hands on my bare neck, it felt so good to have my neck free from the collar.

I kept looking into Robbie's eyes, the eyes I use to know so well. The eyes I use to love. They were a dark brownish color, but when the sun hit them they changed colors. After a few seconds of staring into each others eyes Robbie had found himself. He grabbed at the second collar and locked it around my neck. What woke me up from my own trance was the popping sound when the collar had successfully locked.

I had wasted my chance. I could of escaped, but instead I let Robbie's eyes distract me. My bare chest was exposed and as I followed Robbie's eyes I knew that's where he was looking at now. He had on Jeans and a basic black T shirt, while I was stripped to my underwear. I could feel his penis through the jeans and I knew all too well what was next. I may of not been confined to the chain and lock anymore, but this new collar worried me.

The collar wasn't attached to anything, it was just a plain collar, but Robbie wanted me with this one instead of the other. He had to have his reasons, before I could think too much Robbie had placed his hand on my chin forcing me to look up. I gasped before his lips locked with my own.

Thanks so much for reading, the next chapter will be sexual. Be warned. Please don't forget to vote and comment, I really appreciate those.