Never going to escape

The Promise

Hey welcome back. This chapter goes back into the past. Caution!! This chapter is extremely sexual be warned.
Also sorry for the late release.

"Stop it you smell terrible " I complained, but truly I didn't mind.

"You said if we won you'll do it" Robbie said reminding me of my promise from earlier.

I would have to make certain I'd be carful to not make any more promises to him, he forgets nothing clearly. I couldn't help, but blush as Robbie went back to kissing my lips. The moonlight being the only light in my bedroom, Robbie always loved being in my room.

"Yea, fine just do it fast" I instantly closed my eyes preparing myself mentally, feeling Robbie's breath on my neck was something I could get use to.

I whimpered as his teeth made contact with my neck bitting into the skin, Robbie used his hands to pin my own down. For someone so short he was always slightly stronger than me. He continued to bite into my neck sucking as he bitten me more. Pain replaced instantly by pleasure.

"You like that babe?" Robbie asked pulling away from me slightly. Before I could answer him he was back into bitting.

I moaned loudly wrapping my legs around him. I never wanted him as bed as I did at that moment. I couldn't control myself as a whispered in his ear.

"I'm ready" my voice was came off as confident, but I was still extremely nervous.

Robbie eyes went wide as he moved away from my neck, I could tell he was left in disbelief. I meant what I said, I wanted him. It's been months since I admitted to Robbie that I was a virgin and it seemed like twice a week he's questioned when I'd be ready. I always brushed him off or tried to turn it into a joke, but I knew what sex meant to him. Robbie clearly wanted to be the first and only guy I'd be with, He was so excited to I hear was a virgin.

"Seth, You're ready?" I simply nodded my head as I once again closed my eyes feeling too vulnerable at the moment.

"Look at me Seth" I slowly opened my eyes to only see Robbie smiling a wicked smile. It scared the hell out of me.

Before I could say or do anything I felt his lips on my own once again, this time he was way more aggressive. Robbie's tongue made contact with my own instantly pinning it down. I tried pushing him back just so I could breath, but he wasn't budging. I guess this was my own fault for having him wait for so long.

"Robbie!!" I yelled in between my moans as he pulled off my lips. He tugged at my member holding it aggressively in between my pants.

"Just take it for me Seth, Just hold on ok?" His tone was so sweet, I wanted to do anything and everything for him at that moment.

"K" it was barley a response, but it was all he needed.

Robbie yanked at my pants breaking the button as he pulled it down, I grunted as he went for my underwear as well. Before I knew it I was half naked, only my shirt on. Robbie took his own shirt off before going for the shorts he wore, I had trouble catch my breath as He lifted off of me only to use his hands to turn me around. I don't know what he was using, but as I turned around to face him Robbie was clearly putting lube on his member turning me on even more.

"BE GENTLE " I commanded.

"Fuck that" Robbie's voice was completely different from before, I never heard him speak to me like that before. Now that I thought about it the devious look he gave me was a new one as well.

"Robb-" I was instantly cut off as I felt his prick enter me from behind. Like I said I was a virgin, but me and Robbie weren't exactly new to each others bodies. I let him put a finger in at times, and I knew how he taste. I knew how he liked to receive head, he wasn't a gentle person during that, but this was something new.

I bite into my pillow trying to hide the scream, even though mom and Jasmine were gone for the night I didn't want to be too loud. Robbie's dick was now only half way inside of me, I felt some relief as he started to slowly pull out. That relief was instantly shattered as he slammed back in once he was almost out, he repeated this process a few times causing me moan loudly. The more he entered the deeper he got.

"Take that shit bitch" my eyes went wide in shock at his words, I didn't know if I liked this or not.

"Fuckkkk Robbie slowww downnn" I begged

He didn't even respond. He just kept going. I moaned like a whore in heat as he pulled all the way out. I thought it was over, but I was wrong.

    Robbie roughly grabbed at my legs positioning them above my head. He planted himself on top of me before pressing his lips on mine, I think this would be my favorite position. Robbie pulled back for a second giving me time to recover, I couldn't help but glaze into his eyes.

     "Hi" My voice came out as a whisper.

   "Hey Seth" He said.

Hours later

   Robbie's arms were wrapped around me tightly, I didn't want to be anywhere else in this moment. His bare chest was my pillow, I couldn't help, but listen to the beating of his heart.

    "Seth, I love you" Robbie kissed the top of my head and I knew he meant the words.

   "I love you too" 

  "Don't say it unless you really mean it" Robbie said his tone low, I couldn't believe he had said that. I pulled away from his grip glaring at him.

   "What do you mean? You don't think I mean it?" I questioned.

     Robbie mumbled something I couldn't hear as he stared the opposite direction of me, I literally just given this game my virginity and he has the nerve to question me about my love?!

     "Robbie? I love you, and I mean it ok?"

   "Ok, I guess"

  "What's your problem?" I gently rubbed at Robbie's back. Clearly something was going through his head, and it wasn't good.

  "I'm fine Seth"

   "Ok, be that way" I made my way off the bed and started putting my clothes on, how could he ruin this night?

   "Where are you going?" He asked following my actions and putting his clothes on as well.

  "I'm sitting outside"  my voice was calm, but I was anything, but calm .

   "It's one in the morning, don't sit outside you could get kidnapped " 

   "Who says shit like that?" I asked rolling my eyes.

  "Wait, I know you love me I know it, it's just sometimes"  He cut himself off, I tried to meet his gaze. But he was looking at the floor.

   "Sometimes what?" I felt myself ease from my earlier frustration.

   "Nothing"

   "No not nothing, If you know I love you than why do we have an issue?"

   "You won't always, No one ever does. I'm going to mess up one day and you'll hate me"

   I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I could never see myself hating Robbie, impossible, the thought of it was literally impossible. He was my first love, my first real love. I couldn't think of anything  he could do to make me leave him let alone hate him. I wanted to destroy every doubt, understand me when I say I wanted him to believe me and at that moment I was telling the truth. I did something bad, something so innocent at the time, but still caused what happened.

     "I promise I'll never leave you, I promise I'll never hate you" This was my mistake, this was my sin. A promise I couldn't keep.

This chapter is longer than most. Sorry if it feels too long I personally hate sex scenes in books so I skip them. For those who are like me I wanted to give you something to read for this chapter. Thanks for reading !