Never going to escape

Stuck

How long have I been here? How many nights, How many hours have passed since I've be Adducted. When Robbie had taken off his mask I was a mix of emotions, he was someone I never thought I could grown to hate so much yet here I was underneath him. His body was placed lazily over my own, the heat coming from his shirtless figure made my body itch, his gentle breath at my neck made me want to scream, his Penis pinning down my own reminded me I was a prisoner here. I hadn't eaten much, how could I? Blame my lack of appetite on the fact I was confined by my ex boyfriend in what I'm guessing was the basement to his home.

      I didn't think things couldn't get any worst, that was the small salvation I was holding on to. Part of this was my own fault, I knew what the significance of making a promise meant, at least for Robbie. I felt tears rush back into my eyes as I thought of my mother and Jasmine, would I ever see them again or would Robbie become the only face I knew. Sorrow became anger, Anger became rage. I wanted to go home, I wanted to kick Robbie's ass than go home. He'd probably win if we were to fight, I barley Eaten or slept since I've been here and I knew for a fact my legs were asleep from his weight being on me.

      "You're up?" I quickly closed my eyes to pretend I wasn't. Robbie's voice took me out of my own thoughts.

     "Seth you're being childish, are you hungry?" I wasn't. Being Childish that is, he had kidnapped me. Why would he think I'd play house with my kidnapper?

    "You're about to piss me off" I recognized that tone, Robbie's voice was normally playful and light, but whenever he was angry or annoyed his tone would go dark.

    I admit I was scared, but even than I refused to open my mouth to answer him. I kept my eyes closed to spite him, I refused to give into him even more than I'd have to. Robbie went quite for a second before lifting off of me, for a brief moment I felt relief. His weight on top of mines was something I always hated for long periods of time, he knew that. I wanted to stretch, but than the whole pretending to be sleep thing would be ruined, not that he didn't know I was up. The room was dead silence, I didn't feel him leave, but he wasn't making a sound. Robbie stood over me not moving in the slightest, This silence was overwhelming.

     I felt Robbie move just a little before i than felt the most extreme pain. I groaned loudly my eyes opening wide as I tried to grab at where Robbie had just kicked. He instantly jumped and landed right on top of my penis crushing it in the process. First a kick now he was sitting on it, through my shorts, but still painful. Before I could scream at him he used one of his hands to pinned both of mines above my head, the other hand he used to cover my mouth. He maneuvered himself so he was sitting on my upper chest his crotch just inches from my face. I could smell that the boxers he was wearing weren't fresh, but couldn't move or even tell him to get off.

    "Let's make something very clear Seth, you are not to ignore me, You are not to argue with me, you are not to EVER tell me no. You aren't my boyfriend anymore, you're my prisoner, my captive, my slave" Robbie's voice was still in that dark tone as he explained to me my circumstances.

    I could feel myself about to cry as the realization hit, he was never going to let me out of here. I was Never Going To Escape.

   "You can either be treated like a lover or I can treat you like what you are. My play thing. I don't want to come down here, beat you up and fuck you until you scream for me to stop, but I will" Robbie removed his hand from off my mouth as he said this.

    "Do you understand?" He asked. I quickly nodded my head fearing his response if I didn't.

   "Are you hungry? I shock my head no, which Robbie just frowned at.

   "Fine, be that way than. Was his response as he lifted off me once again. I instantly closed my legs traumatized from the first time he did this, but he only stepped off the mattress and heading back up the stairs. The door to the basement was opened for a brief moment than closed again forcing me into utter darkness and solitude.

     I was alone in my thoughts, I tugged at the chain a bit. My hope was one day the chain would just break and I'd be free. My stomach growled lowly and I cursed my predicament even more, knowing Robbie he'd probably give me something to eat soon even though I refused. I sat in the dark Quiet basement, the sound of the dripping was the only thing keeping me company. I didn't know how long Robbie was gone, but my stomach wasn't being shy on how much I needed to eat.

     "Robbie" I tried to scream his name, but my voice barely came out.

   When was the last time I had something to drink, I've been crying so much truly I was losing water. Don't get me started on the sweat, I needed something to drink and eat, plus I hadn't showered since I've been trapped here. My hair felt sticky from the dirty mattress I was trapped on, and my mouth was becoming more and more dry. I damn neared lost hope closing my eyes I accepted I probably wasn't going to eat tonight.

     My eyes were forced back open as a bright light filled the basement. When I could get them to focus I saw Robbie standing over me once again, I couldn't get my eyes off what was in his hands. A McDonald's bag was in his left hand and some kind of weird collar was in his right. I didn't like where this was going, that collar had weird wires on the outside, I knew it was for me.

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