Never going to escape

Captured, Again

        My vision was blurry, my head was ringing, and my neck felt like it was broken. It didn't take long for me to realize where I was, I spent so long in this basement that I could never hope to forget it.  I could barley see pass in front of me, but I could tell I was back chained to the wall. Apart of me felt dread from being confined in this way, but at least it wouldn't shock me.

      "Robbie?" My voice barley came out as a whisper. No answer.

     I was alone again. 

    I couldn't fall back asleep so I was stuck to think. I wondered what my mother was thinking at this moment, I know she would never stop looking for me. My sister despite our petty arguments would probably be crying right now. I was so upset to be working a summer job , but lord knows if I could trade that job for this prison I would.

    Tears filled my eyes, As more and more thoughts filled my head, I wanted to break from these chains and rip off Robbie's head, but I hadn't eaten a proper meal since I've been here and my strength was declining. 

     Lost and thoughts I didn't even notice as heavy feet made their way down the steps, it wasn't until Robbie called my name was I aware he was standing near the mattress.

    "You're crying?! I should be the one fucking crying Seth, you betrayed my trust!" Robbie's voice echoed through the basically empty basement. I couldn't find the energy to argue back with him so I just let him scream and scream.

   Apart of me couldn't believe where I was , even to this day I was taken aback to being trapped and made prisoner by my ex of all people. I remember the days I would hold his hand in the hall, kiss him goodbye after school, the times I snuck him into my house to spend a night, all the times I had I was having with a future kidnapper. Regret was the only word to come to mind as I laid there.

    "I wish Ive never taken you home, I wish I never dated you, I wish I never met you" I tried speaking as loudly as I could, but it was barley a whisper. Even so it was loud enough for Robbie to hear me.

    "We wouldn't be here if you didn't break your fucking promise, you said no matter what you would NEVER leave me, you lied" His tone was dark.

   "You can't be serious! You think you're the victim, you're literally holding me in your basement Robbie, I can't leave, I'm chained in your basement" I tugged on the chain for emphasis.

    "I had to hold you accountable " He said smugly

   "Funny, who holds you accountable for what you did to me? You made me feel like shit and wanted me to stay"  I was holding back more tears from falling.

   "You said you'll never leave no matter what" I Regretted that promise more than ever.

"I wish I never made that fucking promise, you're manipulative, you're abusive and you're a insane!! " For the first time in a while my voice had some audio behind it.

"You think this is a conversation?! You think think this is a relationship?! We're not together anymore Seth!" Robbie was practically a tomato now, red with anger.

"We're not together because I broke up with you, I broke up with you because you betrayed our trust" I reminded him and for a moment I felt I reached him.

Robbie glared at me before storming up the stairs, my heart skipped a beat as the door slammed and that's when I felt the most regret I've have ever. My stomach growled, I hadn't eaten since yesterday and god knows when I'll eat again.

I could never look at Robbie the same, not after what he's done. He kidnapped me, and than there's the day I found him drunk. Breaking up with him was just a start , I cut him off that night too. He did to me what I never thought possible, he hurt me in a way I never thought logical.

Thanks for reading !! The next chapter will go back in time.