Hi mom,
It's been a while and, honestly, I wish this wasn't the reason I had to "talk" to you.
I think it's time we address what happened (and how I almost got to see you again after such a long time). To put it simply, I tried to come see you too soon. I guess there are still things I have to do here. It would have been nice and I know that you would have welcomed me with open arms. Unfortunately, it wasn't my time. It still isn't.
I've been trying to put all my pieces together and it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. However, I know that I have to keep going... even if it means we are apart for longer. I have dad and my brother to look after for you. I don't think they'd make it if I left too soon. Despite this, I know that you'll be waiting for me when it IS my time. I love you. I miss you.
See you some day (even if that's not soon).
Love,
Your daughter.
