𝑌𝑜 𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑜 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑜 𖨆ఌ - 𝕖𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕖 𝕞𝕦𝕟𝕤𝕠𝕟

𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑？

(𝙺. -𝕔𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕩)
you couldn't go to sleep you were worried about eddie what if they found him already, has he eaten anything yet, is he alive, did jason found him, did the mind flayer take him. you were also thinking about max it was weird both of you guys had the same nightmares what if it gets her next? you decide to write to forget about your thoughts you want to keep max save something you should of done way before in that mall but failed
what if eddie did kill her, you love him you won't let him go just like that

(ᔕᗩᗪ ᘜIᖇᒪ- ᒪᗩᑎᗩ ᗪᗴᒪ ᖇᗴY)
but what was he doing with her did he like chrissy, was chrissy cheating on jason with eddie this whole time and that's why jason and eddie don't get along , no it can't be i thought he liked me just like i like him but of course i can't control feelings maybe he got tired of waiting for me and decided to be with chrissy sadness filled your heart you loved eddie you waney to be his girl there you go crying and writing away like a total loser

(YOᑌᖇ ᗷᗴᔕT ᗩᗰᗴᖇIᑕᗩᑎ ᘜIᖇᒪ- ᗰITᔕKI)
all these sing for eddie but will he even listen to them and understand how you feel about him or will he just think it's a normal stupid song maybe it's my fault i would always push my feelings away and be dry with him and he decided to stop playing around and get with chrissy because she gave him what he wanted i just wanted to tell him how much i missed him his touch his beautiful face but you always stop your self

(ᗯᗴᔕT ᑕOᗩᔕT- ᒪᗩᑎᗩ ᗪᗴᒪ ᖇᗴY)
i love him he makes me feel save like i'm perfect always saying that i look good smell good he makes a whole in my heart fill with excitement and happiness maybe i'm blind and he got tired but you pushed your feelings away bc what if it didn't work out there was gonna be weird tension between us and it could ruin their friendship too

(ᗩ ᑭᗴᗩᖇᒪ-ᗰITᔕKI)
Where could you be eddie i need you i don't know what to do with out you how will my life feel like without you i need you eddie please be safe i'll look for you an make sure you graduate i just need to clear you name and if that mean to lie and say i killed chrissy then i'll do it i promise you eddie if i do that will you notice me and come back or think i'm crazy and obsessed you tell me eddie munson when will it be okay for us to be more that friends do i have to sacrifice myself for you because i would do it

(ᗰᗩᗪ ᕼᗩTTᗴᖇ- ᗰᗴᒪᗩᑎIᗴ ᗰᗩᖇTIᑎᗴᘔ)