"yoon-gi...." She whispered. All night long she has been whispering his name, stretching out her arm in hopes of being held by him, squirming in sleep, running off to him in her dreams. She was exhausted but even more scared, scared to be snatched away from him. With her little time with him, she had come to realise that she was he only one that could make him smile, apart from his family.
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I was on a beach with her. We were walking by each other's side; our fingers were tangled together. I turned to look at her. I kept staring at her and she looked back at me. Right in the eyes.
"I love you. I can finally say that loud enough. I love you y/n." I said and brought up out hands to kiss her own.
"but you forced me." She spoke blankly. Her eyes didn't hold the emotion they did a while ago. Then, her eyes had love and care for me but now, she only holds hatred and fear.
She yanked her hand free and began to run away. There stood her brothers at a distance. They had a car. They were ready to steal her from me. She was nearing them slowly but I, I couldn't move from my spot no matter how hard I tried. I felt as if my feet were stuck in their place. I kept calling her name but she didn't look back, not even once.
I looked down, trying to pull my leg from its place. When I looked back up, she was at a little distance from her brothers. I once again tried to move and this time I was sinking into the sand. My feet were movable but if I move, I am bound to sink and die. "It is worth her love." I told myself and moved my hand and legs, trying to run towards her. I finally made it out of that spot and I was proud of myself. I looked back to smirk at the sandy spot behind me. I looked ahead of me and found her gone. She was gone, so were her brothers and that damned car.
I frantically looked around trying to spot them and I did. I ran to follow the car but they sped up. I did my best to keep up and ran at the maximum speed I could. They stopped the car a few meters ahead of me and I ran to reach them. But it seemed that they wanted to play with my heart, when I came in a close range, the car again sped off and I lost my balance and fell into what looked like a cliff that formed out of nowhere. It the road just now and now it is a cliff. Huh? I sadly chuckled at my pathetic state and shouted in hopes that she would hear me "I love you."
Her image flashed in front of my eyes and I saw the moments we were happy together, genuinely happy. The image slowly faded and another one came up. She was happy but her smile slowly faded and looked me right in the eye, with immense pain.
"y/n."
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"princess, princess, wake up." Jin woke her up. She found herself in taehyung's embrace in an unfamiliar room.
"we are in our penthouse." Taehyung answered the question in her mind.
"you cried yourself to sleep and we thought it was best to bring you with us." Jin answered her next question.
"no, we are not going to keep you here, if you don't want that." Namjoon came in with a pair of sweats for her to wear.
"are you psychic?" she asked being paranoid.
The boys chuckled and joon bent to stroke her hair "you are just too obvious and transparent. It doesn't even seem like we were apart for more than a decade."
"that's right she the same baby we knew and played tag with." Jin chuckled at one memory of himself catching her and how she fell asleep in his arms.
"not fair. I am just a year older so I don't have as many memories as you guys do." He crossed his arms on his chest and pouted.
"oh my poor oppa. You are the closest to me in those terms." She giggled and kissed his cheek. He let out a hearty laugh and hugged her to followed by the elder brothers.
"yeah! Whatever makes the kid happy." Jin said and rushed out to be followed by a hangry tae-hyung.
"y/n, I can we talk." Namjoon's smile faded and he spoke with a rather serious expression.
"I'll come out shortly." She whispered and took the clothes before moving to the bathroom.
She was done in 20 minutes and came out to find joon holding a plate of food for her. She sat on the bed and Namjoon fed her. Tae was apparently having Jin cook a feast for his hungry self.
"whatever happened yesterday..." joon began and she stopped chewing to make a teary eye-contact with him. She hesitantly nodded and continued eating what he gave. "we started it as joke but when the consent thing came up, you should know we were serious." Her tears began falling slowly. He wiped them once and continued.
"listen y/n we can protect you and you friend well if that what you are scared about. Yoongi hyung can't force you to stay with him. If he does, he hasn't faced me as your brother yet." He brought forward another spoon.
"but I do love him." She said with a heavy breath.
"what about him?" she was silent "does he know about your feelings?" she nodded "what if he is using your feelings to get his goal? I have seen him for so long y/n. he would do anything to get his goal." Namjoon sighed at her devastation.
He sighed and got up after wiping her lips with a napkin "he does love me." She said confidently. Namjoon cocked his head back to look at her smiling self. "he loves me. He takes care of me, he is protective of me, even you saw how jealous he was with kookie." She said smiling.
"let's talk it out at the mansion. We will leave in three hours." He said and went out to let her rest and let himself think about her words.
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FanfictionShe had only once experienced being loved in these 16 years of life. After she separated from her family or to say her brothers being the only ones she blurrily recalls as her family, it was her 'father' who adored her but unknowingly he pushed her...