She had only once experienced being loved in these 16 years of life. After she separated from her family or to say her brothers being the only ones she blurrily recalls as her family, it was her 'father' who adored her but unknowingly he pushed her...
the night was a rainy one. After the conference 3 weeks ago, many things changed like, Bela moved in with Hoseok and Jimin (they were sharing house) and Jungkook was constantly stuck to her. he was suddenly clingy to her. she didn't realize what it was until she heard Hoseok speaking to himself "I hope Jungkook is fine now. It's soon his anniversary day with that bitch."
She realized his fears were resurfacing and he needed assurance. On the other side, her bond with Hoseok grew. She saw his silly side at home and the past few months also helped her not fear the boys much.
She called Jungkook over to help her with the dance and he readily agreed. She was not upset that Jungkook was not over his ex or was somewhere doubting her. she understood that this feeling was natural. Instead, she was determined to help him relax by diverting his mind or assuring him.
Soon, she saw Jungkook driving in through the window and smiled when she saw him trying to not get wet. He ran in and knocked on the door. She heard Hoseok greeting him and telling him to stay the night without funny business. She chuckled at that. They both knew that they were not ready for the intimate step in this relationship. They both wanted to be sure and stable with their feelings first.
She just stood leaning on the wall, staring out of the window, enjoying the humming of raindrops when Jungkook opened the door to peek in. "bubbles?" he called her different pet names many times and she loved it. "right here babe." She held out a hand for him, slightly turning to face him.
He smiled and got her hand, back-hugging her. he rested his chin on her head and pulled her back on his chest. Firmly locking his arms at her waist, he felt her rubbing her hands on his forearms. She leaned back her head, and he faced downwards, looking at her fondly. "can you kiss me?" She asked in a small voice. His grip on her loosened as he turned her to face himself. "keep holding me." She took his hands and locked them behind her back with a pout and furrowed brows.
He chuckled and pulled her closer. His right arm clutched her and his left one moved to hold her neck steady. Her body was flushed against him and now was his chance. "hold me" he whined in a mocking voice to tease her. she was oblivious to the teasing as she kept staring at his eyes with love. Her arms wrapped around his neck. She moved her right arm to bring down his head to kiss him.
"relax baby." He ruffled her hair at the back. She just grabbed hold of his hair to not act in haste.
He leaned down to kiss her forehead, to relax the frown. "I don't like when you frown, so leave the worries to me."
She was about to whine that this was not the kiss she asked for but he kissed her eyes "they are too beautiful to shed tears, try not to cry." He said making her smile.
He kissed her nose "I don't have anything to say, but you have a cute nose." They both giggled.
"I love when you blush at my compliments." He kissed her pink cheeks, turning them red.
He then pecked her lips "I lose my mind when you call me so sweetly from these lips." Saying these words, he went ahead to kiss her. there was no lust in their kiss, just love. Their lips moved in sync as if it was the moment the waited for since forever. Their hearts slowly synced together as they separated to breath. They linked their foreheads, slightly panting for air as Jungkook said "wow, th-that was..."
"amazing" she completed for him "I'm glad you are my first kiss."
Jungkook felt a little bad at these words. He was her first boyfriend, her first kiss and probably many other firsts. But he had given all his firsts to someone who didn't deserve them.
"but you know what makes me happy and even more relaxed?" she asked when she noticed a fall in his smile.
"what?" his smile returned when he looked in her eyes, full of love, full of him.
She hugged him close, resting her head on his heart. Hey both tightened their holds on each other "I'm happy that you are my first kiss, but I'm even more happy that you will be my only kiss and my last kiss. Unless, fate decides otherwise." He held her head and kissed her hair.
"I promise that you will be my only one and my last one, until death and beyond."
"just...... keep holding me. That's all I want. Being close to you, belonging with you, being in your arms." She whispered and Hoseok and Jimin, who were eavesdropping left with a smile. Not before shouting a "NO FUNNY BUSINESS." In sync.
Both Jungkook and Bela looked at each other for a good minute before laughing hard.
.
.
"may I have a dance?" Jungkook seeked permission, holding out a courteous hand for her who was seated on the bed.
"the pleasure would be mine, love." She placed her hand in his and stood up. He guided her to the center of the room and held up their connected hands while slipping the other hand around her waist. She placed her hand on his shoulder as they swayed to the music slowly, lost in each other's loving eyes. The rain seemed to celebrate their love as the open window let the drizzles soak them slightly, as if blessing them for eternal love.
"Love, is just love. it is the people involved that make it eternal."
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
