Alan's POV(CONT..):
The interview was defiantly a changer from the other ones. This one was more focused on Austin and myself then the band. It wasn't embarrassing at all because during the whole time I wanted to tell Austin how I actually felt but, I couldn't because We are on the radio.We are now dating as cashby and Maddie and Jenna are cover ups.
I don't know why I felt this way about the guy that got me to were I am now. The male that got me a a guitarist in a huge band. Growing up with all the problems I had I never did expect this but, when Austin was down after heart surgery. I went to take care of him. He herd me play one time then He created some song called second and serbring. It was for his mother that I knew personally. They asked me a ton of questions which I answered. At the interview Austin did something Id never expect. Austin grabbed my hand and inter laced his finger in mine making two hands into one. The interviewer started to" eep" saying "cashby is real ".
Austin's POV: Yes, I took Alan's hand in mine just to prove to the fans that we were a thing. Even though we weren't but, id love to be one. Jenna and myself had called it quits for the last time for me . I couldn't be cheated on anymore. See Jenna is in it for the money and, I hate that. I had to get out of my thoughts.
We called the interview as we were walking out the door. Phil looked at me with a smile "so you finally told him" I immediately hit Phil I didn't ant anyone to know the real story.As the band and myself walked back to our cars Tino looked at Alan" You and Austin car-pulled together?" Alan chuckled looking at Tino . "Yeah I did. " I chuckled to myself as I relisted that I still had Alan's hand in mine. I went to let go and Alan looked at me. " don't you want people to think that its real?" I smiled and didn't let go its not that I wanted to let go its the fact I cant let Alan find out that I don't want this to be fake.I want this to be real with everything that i am as a man. I want to call him mine with ever fiber in my body . Everyone else new for years and, I am so surprised he hasn't found out about this. But maybe its time for him to know.
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