would you still Be There?

Hiding feelings with lies..

Austin's POV

I used the excuse that when I got up he had the nightmare so, I could have him in my arms finally. He couldn't know I needed to sleep ,so I started to hum when you can sleep at night and, I guess it put Alan to sleep. That was good what happend scared me terribley. I have never seen him do that and we toured alot! Why was this all happening? I have find out what ashlee said to him why was he doing all this...   he was never like this... I rubbed his shoulder and slowly eased my self to sleep....

I woke up to the sounds of pots and pans banging around and, Alan not next to me. I sat up and ran my finger through my messy hair  and, rubed my eyes  heading to the stairs. I stood at the top of the stairs  and looked in the kitchen I smelled his famous choclate chip waffles.  I smiiled. 

"what are you doing?"I asked

"Making you breakfast even though its 1 in the afternoon"

I looked at my phone holy shit ...it was 1!

"Well go get dressed sillly, so you can eat and we can head to the interview"Alan said 

I smiled. Man Alan kept all of the bands shit in my mind. I walked into my room I pulled a  pull over on and my skinny jeans.  I walked into the bathroom and fixed my messy hair  and, walked down staris alan had made breakfast, well lunch and, had cleaned. Wow i need to keep him around!  i smiled. 

"Thanks Man"

Alan chuckled "No problem you get bitchy when your hungery"

I laughted He knew me so well.. 

Alan picked up his phone and was scrolling through something it had to be twitter.

"You know where gonna get asked about this cashby thing our fans came up with"He asked

 I shrugged shovling food into my mouth trying to hide the roar of my monster called my stomach."Why dont we go along with it?"

.. Did i just say that..?

Well I guess  I did because that way i can be seen with him in a relationship kind of way and wait for the right time to tell him my feelings for him and,hope that his are the same as mine.

Alan chuckled"sure lets go with it"

I can't belive that he thought the same thing that I did I could act like that I was with him then tell him the feelings that I had for him and just hope thsat he felt the same way. I wanted him to be mine and only mine thank you fans!

 I Grabed my phone and took a picture with alan at breakfast.I uploaded it to twitter with the caption of"breakfast with the babe"It was not soon after that when our phones started going off saying "cashby is real" and "i knew it".I looked at alan and smiled

ALAN'S POV:

I got up next to austin and looked around looking at the clock it flashed 11:03pm

holy shit we had an interview at 2pm!

I slowly slid out of bed trying not to wake the sleeping bear that was next to me.I slowly got out of bed  seening much of a mess his house was because of his house keeper and,him just unpacking after warped tour. I decided that I was going to clean and cook breakfast for him. Austin has already done so much for me. This was just a small gesture.

 I couldnt believe that out of all the people I could have feelingsI chose him. My best friend, the reason i got into a band that had become big. Why out of all people did i chose him...

Oh thats right he has been the only one there for me through everything since i had met him. No matter what it was he was there in a heart beat.

I was lost in my thought.By the time I had finally gotten out of my thought I relized that I had cleaned the whole house,Did laundry and cooked breakfast.

I herd footsteps comming from the stairs. I finally plated my famous choclate chip waffles.I looked [up the stairs to see a drop dead handsome man with bed head and sweats that hung off his hips. 

"What are you doing?" His sleepy voice..god it was perfect..I had to say something I looked over at him plating his food.

"Making breakfast even though its 1 in ithe Afternoon"

He looked at his phone after pulling it out of his pocket he gave me a shocked face.

"we have an interview today"

I chuckled little worried boy.

" I know we do. Its at two so hurry up and eat then get ready" I smiled because I knew how worried that he got sometimes.

Austin looked at me with that beautiful smile he had as he grabbed a plate of freshly cooked food, and sat down on the couch.